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Chapters (47)
  1. Cover
  2. Part I
  3. Chapter 1
  4. Chapter 2
  5. Chapter 3
  6. Chapter 4
  7. Chapter 5
  8. Chapter 6
  9. Chapter 7
  10. Chapter 8
  11. Chapter 9
  12. Chapter 10
  13. Chapter 11
  14. Part II
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Part III
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. DRAMATIS PERSONAE
  45. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  46. ALSO BY SUE LYNN TAN
  47. About the Publisher

The wooden door swung open. He stood in the entrance, the glow from the lantern casting a sheen of gold over his silver hair. At the sight of me, he blinked as though taken aback, even though few things could catch him unaware.

“You came.” His tone lifted with surprise as he stepped aside to let me in.

Did he think I would not? Eager to shed the burden of a mortal parent, easily forgotten in the realm where the years had no meaning and illness dared not trespass? He did not know me, but we had time. All the time in the world.

His house was furnished with an elegance that was unexpected, given its unassuming exterior. A blue-and-white porcelain tea set was laid on a table of prized zitan wood, its barrel-shaped stools tucked beneath. Scroll paintings hung from the walls, some depicting scenes of temples and pavilions amid lush pine forests. One caught my eye, of a woman—my mother—I realized with a start. Not the goddess flying among the clouds in ornate silk robes, as the mortals often depicted her—but clad in a plain robe, standing in a garden of peonies. The artist had captured the graceful curves of her face, the tilt of her eyes, and more than that, the radiance in her expression. Mortal and incandescently happy.

I inhaled sharply, catching the scent of incense in the air. Only then did I notice the lacquered altar before the painting, laid with plates of pears, oranges, and sponge cakes. A brass burner sat among them, crowded with incense sticks already burned down.

“Why this? Mother is alive,” I blurted.

He stared at the painting, his shoulders hunching inward. “They say the incense smoke carries our prayers to the gods. I did not think it was true, yet I lit them every day in hopes my words would somehow find their way to her.”

It was a trait we both shared: dreaming of the impossible, reaching for it all the same. Something caved in my chest. For all these decades, despite the irrevocability of their parting—my parents had yearned for each other. The sorrow, regret, and misunderstanding that tainted their past had not diminished their love.

“Father, you do not need the incense. You will see Mother again soon. You can tell her yourself.”

Light flared in his pupils, impossibly bright. “Did you find the elixir?”

I pulled the jade bottle from my sleeve and offered it to him with both my hands. As the filigree goldwork in the stopper caught the candlelight, it glowed like it was afire.

“This belongs to the Celestial Emperor. How did you get it?” he asked hoarsely.

“I stole it.” I felt no shame in taking the elixir from the emperor, though I had been drowned in remorse to accept it from Zhiyi. His Celestial Majesty had taken enough from my family: my father’s immortality, my mother’s freedom, and now our home.