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Chapters (56)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the novels of Mia Sheridan
  3. About the Author
  4. NOTE TO READERS
  5. Dedication
  6. prologue
  7. chapter one
  8. chapter two
  9. chapter three
  10. chapter four
  11. chapter five
  12. chapter six
  13. chapter seven
  14. chapter eight
  15. chapter nine
  16. chapter ten
  17. chapter eleven
  18. chapter twelve
  19. chapter thirteen
  20. chapter fourteen
  21. chapter fifteen
  22. chapter sixteen
  23. chapter seventeen
  24. chapter eighteen
  25. chapter nineteen
  26. chapter twenty
  27. chapter twenty-one
  28. chapter twenty-two
  29. chapter twenty-three
  30. chapter twenty-four
  31. chapter twenty-five
  32. chapter twenty-six
  33. chapter twenty-seven
  34. chapter twenty-eight
  35. chapter twenty-nine
  36. chapter thirty
  37. chapter thirty-one
  38. chapter thirty-two
  39. chapter thirty-three
  40. chapter thirty-four
  41. chapter thirty-five
  42. chapter thirty-six
  43. chapter thirty-seven
  44. chapter thirty-eight
  45. chapter thirty-nine
  46. chapter forty
  47. chapter forty-one
  48. chapter forty-two
  49. chapter forty-three
  50. chapter forty-four
  51. chapter forty-five
  52. chapter forty-six
  53. chapter forty-seven
  54. chapter forty-eight
  55. epilogue
  56. acknowledgments

He stopped, holding his hand out as well. “I don’t mean any harm. I don’t.” The last word emerged on a squeak, and he drew in a shaky breath as though holding back tears. “My wife and I got a baby, man. A six-month-old. Her formula ran out a week ago. There’s none anywhere. No milk, nothing. We… Shit. Do you know anyone who has a baby? Who nurses? Please.”

“I’m sorry. No.”

The man hung his head, tears sliding down his cheeks and my gut wrenched for this father. “Tuck,” Emily said, her voice barely more than a whisper. And I knew what she was asking, or suggesting, or giving permission for without saying more than that. I let out a slow breath, feeling both relief and the anxiety of putting someone before ourselves. It wasn’t wise, and yet, we had hope, and a plan, and this man obviously did not.

“Come on,” I muttered, gesturing for him to follow me into the privacy of the alley. “Do you have water?” I asked, because if he didn’t, what I was going to give him wouldn’t help. They’d all die anyway.

“Y-yes. We filled up our tub and all the sinks.” I swung my backpack off my shoulder and removed two cans of condensed milk Emily and I had taken from the Garcias for the protein and the fat. I moved close and slipped the cans to the man and he gasped softly and grabbed for them, his eyes meeting mine.

“Thank you, thank you so much.” More tears slid down his cheeks and he looked stricken with shock.

I leaned in closer. “Mix it with water to make it last longer. Then check veterinary offices. The pet food will be gone, but there might be some puppy or kitten formula. I’d go to the zoo as well and check there for the same. Do it quickly, tomorrow morning. And then get the hell out of LA. Bring any weapons you have. You might be able to trade a gun for some milk at a farm. It’s probably the only thing valuable enough to trade with other than food.”

The man was bobbing his head, his face wet with tears. “Thank you, thank you.” It seemed like the only thing he could manage.

“Go,” I said. “Now. Hide that and hide it well.”

He stuffed it under his jacket and then put his hands in his pockets, giving us one last look as if we were visions that might disappear any moment, and then turned and walked quickly back down the alley.

“We shouldn’t have done that,” I muttered.

Emily smiled gently. “I know,” she said. “But sometimes… I don’t know, it feels like people are sent right to you. And we received more than our fair share of goodness too.”