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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise for Goodnight Stranger
  4. About the Author
  5. Dedication
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Acknowledgments

I was alone in my room, Amanda having gone to the library before dinner. I was in my bed, that narrow dormitory bed that I already loved. This was only the first of many rooms I was going to sleep in, I felt sure. I meant to see the world. And more than see it. Know it. Fall asleep in rooms and wake up in rooms and smell their scents and notice how light illuminated those rooms.

Light fell in stiff lines through the venetian blinds of my dorm room, deep gold afternoon light, the light of October at four in the afternoon. It put stripes on the wall across from me, the warm orange stripes of a tiger cat, and I’d been watching the stripes lengthen and widen all afternoon as the sun sank swiftly. Already I knew this room intimately. It smelled of peppermint tea, and coconut oil, and pencil shavings.

“He’s been up there for hours,” my mother said.

“He’s up there now?”

“And the police got involved, so he’s scared to come down.”

“Call them off,” I said. “He’ll come down when it’s dark.”

She sighed. Just hearing her voice on the phone transported me from my dorm room back to the rooms I’d known best and longest. I could smell my mother’s sandalwood oil, which she dabbed on her skin and threw in with her laundry. The house’s perfume of mildew and wood.

“Now it’s a breaking-and-entering issue,” she said. “I can’t call them off, my friend. We’ll be lucky if they don’t arrest him.”

“I don’t know why you’re calling me,” I said. “I’m trying to write a paper, and it’s due tomorrow. And I still have to go to dinner.”

“Forgive me for thinking you’d want to know.”

We were both quiet, and I listened to her breathing. Her posture—I could see it clearly—would be perfect yoga posture. She was a tall woman to begin with—a full inch taller than my father, who himself was tall. Her yoga practice seemed to increase her height, or the impression of height, a full inch or more. She towered. When she sat, she rose from the seat like a pillar. When she stood, she reached the sky, an oak tree, a mountain. Her spine was the envy of middle-aged yogis everywhere.

“I’m not coming home,” I said.

“I wasn’t asking you to.”

“I’ll be home at Thanksgiving. He can stay up there until Thanksgiving if he wants to be stubborn. I’m not coming now.”