Chapters (31)
- Cover
- Unearthly Delights
- Object Lessons
- A Dusting
- The Old House Speaks
- charms i.
- Constant Objection
- A Little Safe
- Hatchlings
- The Ashes
- charms ii.
- Sparkly Things
- The Cryptic Chamber
- Notes on March 10, 1992
- Another Poem for Maude
- charms iii.
- She Sells Seashells
- Likeness
- charms iv.
- Foreign Body
- After Being Asked If I Write the Occasional Poem
- Alloy
- charms v.
- Divine
- The Nest in Winter
- After Words for Ava
- Nitro
- Afterword
- Notes
- Acknowledgments
- Dedication
Diviner also divining and so virgula divina, to locate,
intuit, foretell, foreshadow:
over the Flushing tarmac and concrete, over
the Unisphere and Kosciuszko,
my Grandmother Ghost and Mother Spirit
mingle into the egalitarian air and hover above
me in my lecture hall where I belong
speaking of and to foreign bodies
— Branded and Ablaze —
•••
The Nest in Winter
In the father’s shadowy hoard
pillows belch feathers across
mattress and floors:
what was an oriental rug, now
a carpet of scat, gone-astray socks,
calendars from rescue shelters
angling for checks.
There’s nothing to toss
among the vivid tethers to
Mother. Maybe my mother, maybe Father’s.
There’s no margarine container
any less pathetic than
a netsuke from Kyoto;
no expired sardine tin less urgent
than a dozen aerograms; no
receipt less intimate
than their honeymoon photo
snapped in the local aquarium.
The adult daughter takes in
the spew,
pabulum that a bird feeds its nestling.
•••
After Words for Ava
Off the Haiku beach,
that shoreline of sugarcane ash
where Grandma gave birth to Mama,
I snorkel and hear an iambic whoosh
I imagine as the sound of death but really
it’s my breath while spying a triggerfish
humuhumunukunukuapua‘a
—later I will hear the sound again
this time the whooshing in utero
of the daughter of my daughter,
the most outlandish and earthly
foreign body
whom we will call Ava—
•••
Nitro
More on Japanese Poetics
Downcast
my body is a reed
torn at the root—
at a current’s notice
I’d acquiesce—I think
—ONO NO KOMACHI (mid-ninth century)
I want arousal. I want to place the craft of poetry back where it belongs: that is, not just party to the mind, but a thing coursing throughout the body. Riotous and iambic. Other times, faint.
PLAYING
For Brain Fever, I wrote “Luminous Vapours,” a short essay on word play. I wanted to speak about paronomasia, that fancy term for puns. Both English and Japanese traditions have influenced my sensibility not just for the jazziness of play, but more, because I love how multiple meanings can give way to a bit of unconscious material. In revision I like to pressure a word to detonate its denotations: alarm, both an anxious awareness of danger and a kind of clock; also, alarm is a noun and a verb. So, to place the image of an alarm clock by the bed is to suggest an emotional alarm. Words can be as unstable as nitroglycerin.