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Chapters (92)
  1. First
  2. Love Connection
  3. Zero
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. One Month Later
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Six Months Later
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-one
  27. Twenty-two
  28. Twenty-three
  29. Twenty-four
  30. Six Months Later
  31. Twenty-five
  32. Twenty-six
  33. Twenty-seven
  34. Twenty-eight
  35. Twenty-nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-one
  38. Thirty-two
  39. Thirty-three
  40. I Have Never
  41. One
  42. Two
  43. Three
  44. Four
  45. Five
  46. Six
  47. Seven
  48. Eight
  49. Nine
  50. Ten
  51. Eleven
  52. Twelve
  53. Thirteen
  54. Fourteen
  55. Fifteen
  56. Sixteen
  57. Seventeen
  58. Eighteen
  59. Nineteen
  60. Twenty
  61. Twenty-one
  62. Twenty-two
  63. A Christmas Date
  64. One
  65. Two
  66. Three
  67. Four
  68. Five
  69. Six
  70. Seven
  71. Eight
  72. Nine
  73. Ten
  74. Eleven
  75. Twelve
  76. Thirteen
  77. Fourteen
  78. Fifteen
  79. Sixteen
  80. Seventeen
  81. Eighteen
  82. Nineteen
  83. Twenty
  84. Twenty-one
  85. Twenty-two
  86. Note from the Author
  87. Sneak Peek – To the Stars and Back
  88. Two
  89. Three
  90. Four
  91. Also by Camilla Isley
  92. About the Author

“At first I couldn’t speak, I was too shocked. I wanted to say no. I wanted to ask him, ‘What the hell? We never even discussed moving in together, what made you think I was ready for marriage?’ But Richard was looking at me as if I were the most beautiful thing in the world, with his eyes full of love, and I just couldn’t say no. I couldn’t break his heart.”

“Because you love him. You’re just freaked out by the marriage thing.”

“I care about Richard, he’s wonderful. But I never thought about him as The One, the love of my life, Mr. Right. Call it what you like. I mean, who proposes after six months?”

The girl next to us lets out an even louder snort. I can’t ignore it this time.

“Excuse me, you have a problem?”

“Actually, yes, I do.” She stops pretending to be watching her iPad and turns toward us. “Do you have any idea how rare it is to have a bloke ask you to marry him these days?”

“Err, no.”

“No, exactly, you don’t. All guys want to do nowadays is to Tinder you one night and never see you again. And honestly, having to sit here and listen to you complain about your—according to her,” she points at Amelia, “dashing boyfriend proposing after the—according to you,” she points back at me, “most perfect romantic night, is boggling my mind.”

“Nobody asked you to listen in to our conversation,” I point out.

“Hard not to when you’re babbling aloud two feet away from me. You’ve ruined my breakfast. Are you happy?” She gets up and storms out of the coffee shop.

I stare at Amelia at a loss for words.

“What was that about?” she asks.

“No idea. You should introduce her to Flotsam and Jetsam, they’d make a beautiful trio.”

“She did have a point, though.”

“What point?”

“Any girl would be happy, ecstatic, her boyfriend proposed.”

“Even after only six months?”

“Yes. What’s holding you back?”

I bite my lower lip.

Amelia throws me a warning stare. “If you’re about to bring Jake into this, I’m going to scream and get out of here.”

“Says the one who was getting married out of inertia instead of love.”

Hurt appears on Amelia’s face. That was a low blow.

“I’m sorry.” I backtrack immediately. “I didn’t mean it like that.”

She nods her understanding.

“But I have a serious problem here,” I add. “I thought you would’ve understood, seeing as how you almost married the wrong guy.”

“William was the wrong man for me because we weren’t in love with each other anymore, not because I was chasing after a ghost of my past. I thought you had closed that door.”

“I have.”

“Have you? Honey, Jake’s gone. He’s married to someone else.”