Back First Comes Love
Chapters (92)
  1. First
  2. Love Connection
  3. Zero
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. One Month Later
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Six Months Later
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-one
  27. Twenty-two
  28. Twenty-three
  29. Twenty-four
  30. Six Months Later
  31. Twenty-five
  32. Twenty-six
  33. Twenty-seven
  34. Twenty-eight
  35. Twenty-nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-one
  38. Thirty-two
  39. Thirty-three
  40. I Have Never
  41. One
  42. Two
  43. Three
  44. Four
  45. Five
  46. Six
  47. Seven
  48. Eight
  49. Nine
  50. Ten
  51. Eleven
  52. Twelve
  53. Thirteen
  54. Fourteen
  55. Fifteen
  56. Sixteen
  57. Seventeen
  58. Eighteen
  59. Nineteen
  60. Twenty
  61. Twenty-one
  62. Twenty-two
  63. A Christmas Date
  64. One
  65. Two
  66. Three
  67. Four
  68. Five
  69. Six
  70. Seven
  71. Eight
  72. Nine
  73. Ten
  74. Eleven
  75. Twelve
  76. Thirteen
  77. Fourteen
  78. Fifteen
  79. Sixteen
  80. Seventeen
  81. Eighteen
  82. Nineteen
  83. Twenty
  84. Twenty-one
  85. Twenty-two
  86. Note from the Author
  87. Sneak Peek – To the Stars and Back
  88. Two
  89. Three
  90. Four
  91. Also by Camilla Isley
  92. About the Author

One bottle of Fumé Blanc and one delicious burger later, Jake seems to edge on nervous rather than full and pleasantly tipsy like myself.

“Are you going to tell me what’s going on now?” I ask.

Jake gets up. “Come with me.” He grabs my hands to pull me up. “I have a surprise.”

He drags me to the spare bedroom and opens the door. I walk inside. The room’s filled with floating red and pearl white party balloons.

“Jake, what’s this?”

He smiles. “Have a look around.”

I take a few tentative steps inside the room, noticing various objects dangling from most of the balloon ribbons. I grab one, and immediately, a furious blush spreads across my cheeks. I cover my face with my hands and press it against Jake’s chest to hide.

“Oh, gosh. You’ve found the Jakebox!”

“I had a tip-off.”

“I’m going to strangle that sorry excuse for a best friend. You were never supposed to find it.”

“Why not? It’s super cute. And I’ve added some things of my own.”

“You did?” I peep at him from between my fingers.

“Come on, you should own the Jakebox.” He spins me round and pushes me gently into the room.

I navigate the balloon maze and each one’s a surprise. A million pictures of us stare back at me, some from the Jakebox and others not. They range from age fifteen up to last week. I find tickets from movie nights, concerts, vacations.

On the next balloon, I recognize a sheet of crumpled paper Jake passed me in class the first year we started dating. On top, it says, “Prom?” Below are two option-squares, one says, “Yes,” and the other says, “Yes.” I marked both of them and stamped a lipstick kiss underneath.

“You were already such a charmer,” I say.

Next, I find a page from my diary.

“Oh, you didn’t read this!”

“I soooooo did.”

I keep moving through the balloons. I find some Post-its. I used to leave them on the bathroom mirror of his house before I left in the years we were living apart. “You kept these!”

“These were my lifeline. I hated being away from you so much, especially knowing it was my fault.”

“It wasn’t your fault. I know I blamed you, but I shouldn’t have.”

“But if I’d followed you to Boston…”

“You would’ve hated it. And who knows where we’d be now.” I turn around. “The important thing is that we’re here, now.” I kiss him.

“Ouch.” Jake pulls back as Lucky starts climbing on his leg to try to get to the balloon ribbons.

“Someone wants to play,” I say.

“He already helped enough with the setting up.” Jake drops Lucky to the floor where he stares intently at the ribbons, one paw stretched forward menacingly.

“I bet he did.”