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Chapters (92)
  1. First
  2. Love Connection
  3. Zero
  4. One
  5. Two
  6. Three
  7. Four
  8. Five
  9. Six
  10. Seven
  11. Eight
  12. Nine
  13. Ten
  14. Eleven
  15. One Month Later
  16. Twelve
  17. Thirteen
  18. Fourteen
  19. Fifteen
  20. Six Months Later
  21. Sixteen
  22. Seventeen
  23. Eighteen
  24. Nineteen
  25. Twenty
  26. Twenty-one
  27. Twenty-two
  28. Twenty-three
  29. Twenty-four
  30. Six Months Later
  31. Twenty-five
  32. Twenty-six
  33. Twenty-seven
  34. Twenty-eight
  35. Twenty-nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-one
  38. Thirty-two
  39. Thirty-three
  40. I Have Never
  41. One
  42. Two
  43. Three
  44. Four
  45. Five
  46. Six
  47. Seven
  48. Eight
  49. Nine
  50. Ten
  51. Eleven
  52. Twelve
  53. Thirteen
  54. Fourteen
  55. Fifteen
  56. Sixteen
  57. Seventeen
  58. Eighteen
  59. Nineteen
  60. Twenty
  61. Twenty-one
  62. Twenty-two
  63. A Christmas Date
  64. One
  65. Two
  66. Three
  67. Four
  68. Five
  69. Six
  70. Seven
  71. Eight
  72. Nine
  73. Ten
  74. Eleven
  75. Twelve
  76. Thirteen
  77. Fourteen
  78. Fifteen
  79. Sixteen
  80. Seventeen
  81. Eighteen
  82. Nineteen
  83. Twenty
  84. Twenty-one
  85. Twenty-two
  86. Note from the Author
  87. Sneak Peek – To the Stars and Back
  88. Two
  89. Three
  90. Four
  91. Also by Camilla Isley
  92. About the Author

I snatch a row of John’s carefully folded sweaters out of a drawer, crumple them a little, and lay them at the bottom of the case as bedding.

I pick up Boles and drop him on top. “Here you go.”

He seems undecided at first, his feline nature probably telling him that if his human wants him to sleep somewhere, then he shouldn’t. But suitcase-naps are too inviting to pass up, so in the end, he curls up next to his brother.

Once the closet and dresser are taken care of, I move into the bathroom and unceremoniously throw John’s toiletries into a gym duffle bag. By seven p.m., I’ve packed all his things and, except for the array of suitcases waiting in the living room, it could be as if Johnathan never lived here.

The bastard, however, doesn’t get home at the usual time. Guess that with the extended lunch break, he had to pull long hours at the office to make up for it. The app is telling me he’s still at work.

When his dot finally starts moving, I sit on a stool at the kitchen bar and wait for him, eyes glued to the front door. The more time passes with no sign of Mr. Cheater, the angrier I get. Emotions range wild in a rollercoaster of betrayal, rage, sadness, anxiety, uncertainty, pain… until the cycle starts anew.

When I finally hear the key turn in the lock, I’ve chewed my nails to shreds and I’m exhausted. Still, my heart starts beating super-fast as a fresh rush of adrenaline floods my veins.

I watch Johnathan walk into the house as if it was any other night.

“Hi, honey,” he says. “Sorry I’m so late. Had a terrible day at the office.”

Whoa, what a performer.

A sneaky, cheating, lying bastard. How can he act so naturally after having spent the afternoon screwing the brains out of my best friend?

How?

“I had a pretty horrible day, too,” I say.

A raging understatement.

For a moment, I’m tempted to ask what has made his day so bad and listen as he feeds me more lies. See how far he’ll go. But, frankly, I’m drained, and I can’t wait for him to be out of the house and out of my life.

“Oh, I’m sorry. What—” He stops mid-sentence as he spots the suitcases. “Are we going somewhere?” He frowns. “Because I’m super busy at work. I can’t take any days off.”

Don’t worry, I think bitterly in my head, I won’t whisk you away from your mistress.

“Really, Lana,” John says, starting to look annoyed now. “You know I don’t like surprises.”

“Relax,” I snap. “I haven’t planned a romantic gateway if that’s what you’re worried about.”

“So what’s with the suitcases?”