“Yes.” Even though Elias and I had been together many times, we’d both set an unspoken boundary around that. What we’d already been doing was so good that I hadn’t questioned why I didn’t ask for more, and he’d let me set the pace. Maybe it was some silly line in the sand I created to protect myself from the inevitable. But he was already all the way inside my heart, and I wanted all of him.

He pulled on my hair again until I was looking straight at him. He bent down to give me a bruising kiss. Our tongues glided together until we were both gasping for air. When we pulled apart, his eyes were burning. “Open your mouth, Desta. I’m going to push in until I can feel your throat.”

I moaned, desperate for it, and opened my mouth as he pressed inside. This was what I loved about Elias and me together. I was always vacillating, unsure if I could trust what I wanted, what my lover would think of me. Elias took me out of all of that. His touch brought together what I needed and what I wanted, and every caress was a confirmation that we were perfect together.

He let out a shuddering breath as he rammed his cock in my mouth, both hands firmly gripping the back of my neck. He gave me no quarter as he pushed inside. My eyes watered, but I kept taking him in. He thrust in a couple of times, his mouth in a flat line and his eyes rolling as he fucked my face.

“So pretty, those pink lips around me. God, you can suck cock.”

I moaned again and he unclasped one of his hands to run a finger over the side of my face. “I’m going to fuck into your mouth, but when I’m ready to come, I’m going to bend you over that bed and give you this cock until you scream my name.”

That’s what I wanted. That’s what I needed right now. I hummed in approval, making him hiss and push in hard again.

Elias must have been feeling as desperate as I was. After a couple more thrusts, he pulled out and lifted me to him, kissing me as he walked us to the bed.

“We’re wearing too many clothes,” I gasped, and I started tugging the fleece over his head as he toed off his hiking shoes. After Elias was naked, I stood back to admire him as I made quick work of my clothes. Pretty soon we were standing in front of each other, completely bare. I’d seen his body so many times by now, touched every inch of it. Licked and nipped at leisure. This felt different.

This was more.