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until it is winter, and they are kissed free.
Lines to a Lover from a Previous Century
after Mir
My love, I have grown old waiting.
My body is no longer tall
or graceful as the cypress.
When I walk it is no longer
as if spring were approaching.
My hips don’t sway as they used to,
like flower-laden branches
moving in the morning breeze.
The coral of my lips,
the pearl of my cheeks,
the raven tresses of my hair —
they have been ravaged by time
and no longer know how
to ensnare a young man’s heart,
or intoxicate like wine.
I have been waiting so long, my love,
for you to take me in your arms
as gently as night envelops evening
to its breast.
I have kept vigil by this window,
waiting for your shadow to grow
from the west, for the sound of your step,
for the sweet lilt of your voice from afar.
Are you not tired of being away, dear heart?
Do you not long to hold me one last time
so we can leave this world
with our bodies as bright as the moon
and stars?
I have grown old waiting, my love,
and this is not a country for the aged.
The lovers here know nothing of time,
of how the soul must pine
before there can be togetherness again.
These women do not blush at a man’s gaze.
Nothing tears their hearts. Nothing breaks.
And the men, they don’t understand longing,
or the thousand yearnings of the heart.
They only want to hold the moment.
Now, they say. Now, as if it were everything.
Now, they want to see and talk and touch.
And when these men leave behind their beloveds,
they are not like moths to the flame.
They do not wander the lanes, lost,
speaking aloud their lovers’ names.
My love, it has been years since you were here,
but my eyes still see you every day, my heart
still beats for your touch.
If you would come to the garden one last time
to pass the long night in my arms,
I promise not to hide when morning comes,
but to see you off into the fields,
to wander there on blistered feet.
Because I knew that love would take my life as forfeit.
When I began I knew how I would end.
Just come to me once again,
so when it’s time to meet my maker
I’ll know to ask the breeze
where to find the vagabond of love.
And when the breeze gathers up
a little dust into the air,
my love, I’ll know to end this wait,
and follow it like a prayer.
The Magic of the Foot
Think of the magic of that foot, comparatively small, upon which your whole weight rests. It’s a miracle, and the dance is a celebration of that miracle.
MARTHA GRAHAM
After
when your body
no longer belongs to you
when it’s still out there
in last night’s darkness