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Chapters (142)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. NOTEBOOK 1
  6. Brukie’s Sandy
  7. April 1972
  8. 1
  9. May 1972
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. June 1972
  13. 4
  14. July 1972
  15. 5
  16. 6
  17. 7
  18. 8
  19. October 1972
  20. 9
  21. 10
  22. 11
  23. October 1972
  24. 12
  25. December 1972
  26. 13
  27. December 1972
  28. 14
  29. December 1972
  30. NOTEBOOK 2
  31. Brukie’s Sandy
  32. January 1973
  33. 1
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. March 1973
  40. 7
  41. 8
  42. 9
  43. 10
  44. April 1973
  45. 11
  46. 12
  47. 13
  48. 14
  49. June 1973
  50. 15
  51. July 1973
  52. 16
  53. 17
  54. 18
  55. 19
  56. August 1973
  57. 20
  58. 21
  59. August 1973
  60. 22
  61. 23
  62. 24
  63. August 1973
  64. 25
  65. August 1973
  66. 26
  67. August 1973
  68. 27
  69. NOTEBOOK 3
  70. Brukie’s Sandy
  71. March 1974
  72. 1
  73. 2
  74. 3
  75. 4
  76. 5
  77. April 1974
  78. 6
  79. 7
  80. June 1974
  81. 8
  82. July 1974
  83. 9
  84. August 1974
  85. 10
  86. August 1974
  87. 11
  88. October 1974
  89. 12
  90. October 1974
  91. 13
  92. October 1974
  93. October 1974
  94. 14
  95. October 1974
  96. 15
  97. 16
  98. November 1974
  99. 17
  100. November 1974
  101. December 1974
  102. CODA
  103. Brukie’s Sandy
  104. 1
  105. 2
  106. 3
  107. 4
  108. 5
  109. 6
  110. 7
  111. 8
  112. 9
  113. 10
  114. 11
  115. 12
  116. 13
  117. 14
  118. 15
  119. 16
  120. 17
  121. 18
  122. 19
  123. 20
  124. 21
  125. 22
  126. 23
  127. 24
  128. 25
  129. 26
  130. 27
  131. April 1975
  132. Brukie’s Sandy
  133. 28
  134. 29
  135. 30
  136. 31
  137. 32
  138. 33
  139. Glossary
  140. Note
  141. Acknowledgments
  142. Works Cited

He’s fussing in the kitchen, and she’s letting him, and all the time he’s firing off questions about how Wendy found the package, about her grandmother, and she’s telling him about Meggie’s stories and all Grunnie is holding back. She hears herself gabbling, the rise and fall of her voice, and it’s intoxicating to feel … what? Perhaps just to feel.

The spanakopita smells wonderful. She flakes the filo crust with her fork, tasting the air, its nutmeg and butter and poppyseeds, the rich, cheesy filling.

Gideon leans forward, puts down his fork. So, what’s wrong?

Wrong? Nothing. This looks sublime.

But you’re not eating. You’re … you’re playing with your food there, missy. A laugh but it’s a Gideon laugh, a tell-me laugh, hard to ignore.

She shrugs. And she’s grateful for the sudden racket at the door, an aggrieved insistence that somebody do something.

Allee-Cat purrs smugly by the heater as they eat the spanakopita and talk about the gutting of herring.

Sure you don’t mind having him inside?

As if I have a choice. Persistent, isn’t he?

Yep. Easier to submit to his every whim, I’ve always found.

And no-one will get hurt?

He throws a look at Allee-Cat. She’s a faster learner, eh, mate.

Gideon doesn’t stay late, and gives her a quick hug before leaving. The cat, trotting at his heels, glances back from the driveway. A wholly approving glance, she thinks. The cat equivalent of a thumbs-up.

She pours the last of the wine, picks up Grunnie’s book and settles back on the armchair to read, but has trouble focusing. Her eyes are blurred. What’s wrong with her tonight? Taking off her glasses, she looks across to the empty grate of the fireplace, and for a moment it turns red and amber-gold in her imagination. She remembers her grandmother’s hair, a washed-out sandy ginger, a shadow of the flaming red of the young Meggie she’d never seen but had been told about. Hair down to her waist. Grunnie always said her grandfather had begged her never to cut it, and she hadn’t until after he died.

Meggie and Magnus. Her thoughts keep returning to the story of a gutting girl and a wee cooper boy.