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Chapters (142)
  1. About the Author
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. NOTEBOOK 1
  6. Brukie’s Sandy
  7. April 1972
  8. 1
  9. May 1972
  10. 2
  11. 3
  12. June 1972
  13. 4
  14. July 1972
  15. 5
  16. 6
  17. 7
  18. 8
  19. October 1972
  20. 9
  21. 10
  22. 11
  23. October 1972
  24. 12
  25. December 1972
  26. 13
  27. December 1972
  28. 14
  29. December 1972
  30. NOTEBOOK 2
  31. Brukie’s Sandy
  32. January 1973
  33. 1
  34. 2
  35. 3
  36. 4
  37. 5
  38. 6
  39. March 1973
  40. 7
  41. 8
  42. 9
  43. 10
  44. April 1973
  45. 11
  46. 12
  47. 13
  48. 14
  49. June 1973
  50. 15
  51. July 1973
  52. 16
  53. 17
  54. 18
  55. 19
  56. August 1973
  57. 20
  58. 21
  59. August 1973
  60. 22
  61. 23
  62. 24
  63. August 1973
  64. 25
  65. August 1973
  66. 26
  67. August 1973
  68. 27
  69. NOTEBOOK 3
  70. Brukie’s Sandy
  71. March 1974
  72. 1
  73. 2
  74. 3
  75. 4
  76. 5
  77. April 1974
  78. 6
  79. 7
  80. June 1974
  81. 8
  82. July 1974
  83. 9
  84. August 1974
  85. 10
  86. August 1974
  87. 11
  88. October 1974
  89. 12
  90. October 1974
  91. 13
  92. October 1974
  93. October 1974
  94. 14
  95. October 1974
  96. 15
  97. 16
  98. November 1974
  99. 17
  100. November 1974
  101. December 1974
  102. CODA
  103. Brukie’s Sandy
  104. 1
  105. 2
  106. 3
  107. 4
  108. 5
  109. 6
  110. 7
  111. 8
  112. 9
  113. 10
  114. 11
  115. 12
  116. 13
  117. 14
  118. 15
  119. 16
  120. 17
  121. 18
  122. 19
  123. 20
  124. 21
  125. 22
  126. 23
  127. 24
  128. 25
  129. 26
  130. 27
  131. April 1975
  132. Brukie’s Sandy
  133. 28
  134. 29
  135. 30
  136. 31
  137. 32
  138. 33
  139. Glossary
  140. Note
  141. Acknowledgments
  142. Works Cited

She closes her eyes, revelling in the untethering of body from earth.

Goodbye, beauties!

She becomes aware of the smell of eucalypts, their earthy bark, medicinal leaves. Her eyes snap open. She sniffs again. Yes, thyme between the stepping stones, its leaflets bruised by the soles of her shoes. And somewhere close by, someone is baking. Beautiful smells. Good, she thinks, and takes a peppermint from her coat pocket—not because she needs it now but because she’s grown to like the taste, hot and sharp and sweet.

One of the Monarchs, dizzy with freedom, lands briefly on the back of her hand. Spectacular, these wings, like stained glass, with their elaborate spots and veins and dappled bands. It lifts on a gust of air, and she is left looking at her hand. Once firm and unblemished, it is beginning to take on the look of parchment, time-weathered, with a history to tell. It’s the hand of a woman who has earned her way through life but has not had to do it with a gipper in her hand.

She picks up the now-empty box frame and is heading back towards the shed when she hears a call from behind.

Laura turns to see a figure stumping up the drive with a cloth-covered plate, a shock of greying hair blowing about in the wind, a shapeless cardigan hanging from his back. She laughs. There’s something almost biblical about a man bearing a loaf of bread. This man.

I know you, she thinks suddenly.

Glossary

Glossary of Scots, Doric* and Shetland words

[* The richly expressive dialect spoken in north-east Scotland.]