Chapters (65)
- Cover
- TITLE PAGE
- COPYRIGHT
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- EPILOGUE
- DEDICATION
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ALSO BY JOE SCHREIBER
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
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It couldn’t quite be called a smile. “Most of them. For now.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You’ll see.”
Walker bent down and picked up the gun, looked at it in his hand. “What did you mean, everything’s set in place?”
Snow tilted his head back and stared up at the ceiling for a long time, as if there were something there that interested him a great deal. When he looked back at Walker his eyes were thoughtful but not distracted; if anything, they focused on Walker with an intensity that unsettled him deeply.
“Everybody these days talks a lot about freedom,” Snow said, “free will, civil liberty, the right to choose. What a crock of shit.” He spat again, this time clearing his chin, hitting the floor. Walker thought it looked pink with blood. “The fact is that ninety-nine percent of you are nothing but a bunch of slaves. From the day you’re born to the day you die, this whole world isn’t anything but chains around your feet and doors you ain’t ever going to unlock.” His voice rose, a mocking falsetto: “Do we have your keys?”
“You’re not making any sense.”
“Take that gun in your hand. You’re already wishing you never picked it up. It doesn’t feel right. But I gave it to you, so you took it. Protector of life, physician, healer,” he snorted, “you’re just a slave to your baser impulses, Doc—routines, habits, just like everybody else.”
“So what’s your game?”
“You tell me. You’re the one who brought me back here tonight. How come?”
“You know why. To undo what I did,” Walker said. “Thirty years ago.”
Snow gazed at him coldly. “That’s not possible.”
“I have to try.”
“See, that’s exactly what I mean. You and all the rest, running in the same dumb circles your whole life, jumping at every noise, fumbling for the light switch since the day you were born. Trying to make things better, always making them worse, never knowing why, getting more and more turned around until somebody finally puts you out of your misery.”
“You’re referring to yourself, I suppose?” Walker asked.
“Not exactly. I always gave every one of them a choice.”
“Doesn’t make you any less of a monster.”
“Only a monster?” Snow’s eyebrows shot up in what appeared to be genuine disbelief. “Come on, Doc, you of all people ought to know better than that.”
Walker measured him, felt Snow’s leaden gaze resting on him. He took a breath and let it out. Snow was right about one thing. However much he might think he was free to choose, when it came to some aspects of his life, he had always known only one way to end this. Everything that had happened since Snow’s arrival here thirty years ago hadn’t altered that fundamental truth.