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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. TITLE PAGE
  3. COPYRIGHT
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. CHAPTER 40
  44. CHAPTER 41
  45. CHAPTER 42
  46. CHAPTER 43
  47. CHAPTER 44
  48. CHAPTER 45
  49. CHAPTER 46
  50. CHAPTER 47
  51. CHAPTER 48
  52. CHAPTER 49
  53. CHAPTER 50
  54. CHAPTER 51
  55. CHAPTER 52
  56. CHAPTER 53
  57. CHAPTER 54
  58. CHAPTER 55
  59. CHAPTER 56
  60. EPILOGUE
  61. DEDICATION
  62. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  63. ALSO BY JOE SCHREIBER
  64. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  65. What’s next onyour reading list?

It couldn’t quite be called a smile. “Most of them. For now.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You’ll see.”

Walker bent down and picked up the gun, looked at it in his hand. “What did you mean, everything’s set in place?”

Snow tilted his head back and stared up at the ceiling for a long time, as if there were something there that interested him a great deal. When he looked back at Walker his eyes were thoughtful but not distracted; if anything, they focused on Walker with an intensity that unsettled him deeply.

“Everybody these days talks a lot about freedom,” Snow said, “free will, civil liberty, the right to choose. What a crock of shit.” He spat again, this time clearing his chin, hitting the floor. Walker thought it looked pink with blood. “The fact is that ninety-nine percent of you are nothing but a bunch of slaves. From the day you’re born to the day you die, this whole world isn’t anything but chains around your feet and doors you ain’t ever going to unlock.” His voice rose, a mocking falsetto: “Do we have your keys?”

“You’re not making any sense.”

“Take that gun in your hand. You’re already wishing you never picked it up. It doesn’t feel right. But I gave it to you, so you took it. Protector of life, physician, healer,” he snorted, “you’re just a slave to your baser impulses, Doc—routines, habits, just like everybody else.”

“So what’s your game?”

“You tell me. You’re the one who brought me back here tonight. How come?”

“You know why. To undo what I did,” Walker said. “Thirty years ago.”

Snow gazed at him coldly. “That’s not possible.”

“I have to try.”

“See, that’s exactly what I mean. You and all the rest, running in the same dumb circles your whole life, jumping at every noise, fumbling for the light switch since the day you were born. Trying to make things better, always making them worse, never knowing why, getting more and more turned around until somebody finally puts you out of your misery.”

“You’re referring to yourself, I suppose?” Walker asked.

“Not exactly. I always gave every one of them a choice.”

“Doesn’t make you any less of a monster.”

“Only a monster?” Snow’s eyebrows shot up in what appeared to be genuine disbelief. “Come on, Doc, you of all people ought to know better than that.”

Walker measured him, felt Snow’s leaden gaze resting on him. He took a breath and let it out. Snow was right about one thing. However much he might think he was free to choose, when it came to some aspects of his life, he had always known only one way to end this. Everything that had happened since Snow’s arrival here thirty years ago hadn’t altered that fundamental truth.