Chapters (24)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
- 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
- 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
- 3. They Grow Up So Fast
- Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
- 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
- 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
- 6. The First Night of Safety
- 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
- Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
- 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
- 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
- Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
- 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
- 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
- 12. Everything You Never Wanted
- 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
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“Can’t you shut them up?” demanded Chester from behind her. She didn’t have to turn to know that he was standing in the doorway in his dressing gown, scowling at all three of them—as if it were somehow her fault that babies seemed designed to scream without cease! He had been complicit in the creation of their daughters, but now that they were here, he wanted virtually nothing to do with them.
“I’ve been trying,” she said. “I don’t know what they want, and they can’t tell me. I don’t … I don’t know what to do.”
Chester had not slept properly in three days. He was starting to fear the moment when it would impact his work and catch the attention of the partners, painting him and his parenting abilities in a poor light. Perhaps it was desperation, or perhaps it was a moment of rare and impossible clarity.
“I’m calling my mother,” he said.
Chester Wolcott was the youngest of three children: by the time he had come along, the mistakes had been made, the lessons had been learned, and his parents had been comfortable with the process of parenting. His mother was an unforgivably soppy, impractical woman, but she knew how to burp a baby, and perhaps by inviting her now, while Jacqueline and Jillian were too young to be influenced by her ideas about the world, they could avoid inviting her later, when she might actually do some damage.
Serena would normally have objected to the idea of her mother-in-law invading her home, setting everything out of order. With the babies screaming and the house already in disarray, all she could do was nod.
Chester made the call first thing in the morning.
Louise Wolcott arrived on the train eight hours later.
By the standards of anyone save for her ruthlessly regimented son, Louise was a disciplined, orderly woman. She liked the world to make sense and follow the rules. By the standards of her son, she was a hopeless dreamer. She thought the world was capable of kindness; she thought people were essentially good and only waiting for an opportunity to show it.
She took a taxi from the train station to the house, because of course picking her up would have been a disruption to an already-disrupted schedule. She rang the bell, because of course giving her a key would have made no sense at all. Her eyes lit up when Serena answered the door, a baby in each arm, and she didn’t even notice that her daughter-in-law’s hair was uncombed, or that there were stains on the collar of her blouse. The things Serena thought were most important in the world held no relevance to Louise. Her attention was focused entirely on the babies.