Chapters (24)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
- 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
- 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
- 3. They Grow Up So Fast
- Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
- 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
- 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
- 6. The First Night of Safety
- 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
- Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
- 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
- 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
- Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
- 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
- 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
- 12. Everything You Never Wanted
- 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
- Also by Seanan McGuire
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The girl has eyes as blue as the heather that grows on the hill, and her hair, where it is not white, is the golden color of drying bracken, and she is beautiful in ways Jack fumbles to find the words for, ways that seem to defy the laws of nature and the laws of science in the same breath. Her name is Alexis, and it is a crime that she was ever dead, even for a second, because the world is darker when she’s gone.
(Jack hadn’t noticed the darkness, but that doesn’t matter. A man who has lived his entire life in a cave does not mourn the sun until he sees it, and once he has, he can never go back underground.)
When Alexis kisses her for the first time, out behind the windmill, Jack realizes that she and Jill have one thing in common: she never, never wants to go back to the world she came from. Not when she could have this world, with its lightning and its blue-eyed, beautiful girls, instead.
There are moments that change everything, and once things have been changed, they do not change back. The butterfly may never again become a caterpillar. The vampire’s daughter, the mad scientist’s apprentice, they will never again be the innocent, untouched children who wandered down a stairway, who went through a door.
They have been changed.
The story changes with them.
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“JACK!” DR. BLEAK’S VOICE was sharp, commanding, and impossible to ignore. Not that Jack was in the habit of ignoring it. Her first season with the doctor had been more than sufficient to teach her that when he said “jump,” her correct response wasn’t to ask “how high?” It was to run for the nearest cliff and trust that gravity would sort things out.
Still, sometimes he had the worst timing. She untangled herself from Alexis’s arms, grabbing her gloves from the shelf where they had been discarded, and yanked them on while shouting, “Coming!”
Alexis sighed as she sat up and pulled her shift back into position. “What does he want now?” she asked. “Papa expects me back before nightfall.” Days on the Moors were short, precious things. Sometimes the sun didn’t come entirely out from behind the clouds for weeks at a time, allowing careful vampires and careless werewolves to run free even when it shouldn’t have been their time. Alexis’s family ran an inn. They didn’t have to worry about farming or hunting during the scarce hours of daylight. That didn’t mean they were in any hurry to offer their child a second funeral.