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Chapters (24)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
  6. 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
  7. 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
  8. 3. They Grow Up So Fast
  9. Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
  10. 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
  11. 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
  12. 6. The First Night of Safety
  13. 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
  14. Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
  15. 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
  16. 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
  17. Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
  18. 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
  19. 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
  20. 12. Everything You Never Wanted
  21. 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
  22. Also by Seanan McGuire
  23. About the Author
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There had never in their lives been a time when Jack was allowed to decide their actions. Their parents had always set the course for them, even down to their school days, where they had played out the roles set for them with the fervency of actors who knew the show would be cancelled if they made a single mistake. Jack was silent, stung, wondering how her sister could have read the world so very wrong.

Finally, in a soft voice, she said, “We don’t have to stay together.”

Jill had been enjoying spending time with her sister. It was … nice. It was nice to feel like they were together, like they were united, like they actually agreed on something. But she liked it there, in the big, fancy castle with the silver plates and the smiling man in the long black cloak. She liked feeling like she was safe behind thick walls, where that big red moon couldn’t get her. She would have been happy to share being there with Jack, but she wasn’t going to give it up because her sister liked some smelly, dirty doctor better.

“No, we don’t,” she said, and rolled over, and pretended to go to sleep.

Jack rolled onto her back and stared at the ceiling, and didn’t pretend anything at all.

They were both tired, confused children with full stomachs, tucked into warm beds. Eventually, they both fell asleep, dreaming tangled dreams until the sound of the door being unbolted woke them. They sat up, still in the same dirty, increasingly tattered clothing they’d been wearing since their adventure began, and watched as the door swung open. Mary held it for the two men who had served them dinner the night before. Each carried a tray, setting them down next to the girls before whisking the lids away to reveal scrambled eggs, buttered toast, and slices of thick, greasy ham.

“The Master expects you to eat quickly,” said Mary, as the men retreated to stand behind her. “He understands that you are in no position to clean yourselves up, and will forgive you for your untidiness. I’ll wait in the hall until you’re done and ready to see him.”

“Wait,” said Jack, feeling suddenly grimy and uncomfortable. She had almost forgotten how filthy she was. “Can we have a bath?”

“Not yet,” said Mary, stepping out of the room. Again, the two men followed her; the last one out shut the door behind himself.

“Why can’t we have a bath?” asked Jack plaintively.

“I don’t need a bath,” said Jill, who very much did. She grabbed her knife and fork, beginning to cut her ham into small squares.