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Chapters (24)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
  6. 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
  7. 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
  8. 3. They Grow Up So Fast
  9. Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
  10. 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
  11. 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
  12. 6. The First Night of Safety
  13. 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
  14. Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
  15. 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
  16. 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
  17. Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
  18. 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
  19. 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
  20. 12. Everything You Never Wanted
  21. 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
  22. Also by Seanan McGuire
  23. About the Author
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JILLIAN AND JACQUELINE ran through the flowers like wild things—and in that moment, that brief and shining moment, with their parents far away and unaware of what their daughters were doing, with no one who dwelt in the Moors yet aware of their existence, they were wild things, free to do whatever they wanted, and what they wanted to do was run.

Jacqueline ran like she had been saving all her running for this moment, for this place where no one could see her, or scold her, or tell her that ladies didn’t behave that way, sit down, slow down, you’ll rip your dress, you’ll stain your tights, be good. She was getting grass stains on her knees and mud under her fingernails, and she knew she’d regret both those things later, but in the moment, she didn’t care. She was finally running. She was finally free.

Jillian ran more slowly, careful not to trample the flowers, slowing down whenever she felt like it to look around herself in wide-eyed wonder. No one was telling her to go faster, to run harder, to keep her eyes on the ball; no one wanted this to be a competition. For the first time in years, she was running solely for the joy of running, and when she tripped and fell into the flowers, she went down laughing.

Then she rolled onto her back and the laughter stopped, drying up in her throat as she stared, wide-eyed, at the vast ruby eye of the moon.

Now, those of you who have seen the moon may think you know what Jillian saw: may think that you can picture it, shining in the sky above her. The moon is the friendliest of the celestial bodies, after all, glowing warm and white and welcoming, like a friend who wants only to know that all of us are safe in our narrow worlds, our narrow yards, our narrow, well-considered lives. The moon worries. We may not know how we know that, but we know it all the same: that the moon watches, and the moon worries, and the moon will always love us, no matter what.

This moon watched, but that was where the resemblance to the clean and comfortable moon that had watched over the twins all the days of their lives ended. This moon was huge, and red as a ruby somehow set into the night sky, surrounded by the gleaming points of a million stars. Jillian had never in her life seen so many stars. She stared at them as much as at the moon, which seemed to be looking at her with a focus and intensity that she had never noticed before.

Gradually, Jacqueline tired of running, and moved to sit down next to her sister in the flowers. Jillian pointed mutely upward. Jacqueline looked, and frowned, suddenly uneasy.

“The moon is wrong,” she said.

“It’s red,” said Jillian.