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Chapters (24)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Part I: Jack and Jill Live Up the Hill
  6. 1. The Dangerous Allure of Other People’s Children
  7. 2. Practically Perfect in Virtually No Ways
  8. 3. They Grow Up So Fast
  9. Part II: Jill and Jack Into the Black
  10. 4. To Market, To Market, To Buy a Fat Hen
  11. 5. The Roles We Choose Ourselves
  12. 6. The First Night of Safety
  13. 7. To Fetch a Pail of Water
  14. Part III: Jack and Jill with Time to Kill
  15. 8. The Skies to Shake, the Stones to Bleed
  16. 9. Someone’s Coming to Dinner
  17. Part IV: Jill and Jack Will Not Come Back
  18. 10. And From Her Grave, a Red, Red Rose …
  19. 11. … and From His Grave, A Briar
  20. 12. Everything You Never Wanted
  21. 13. A Thousand Miles of Hardship Between Here and Home
  22. Also by Seanan McGuire
  23. About the Author
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Jillian frowned. There was something in her sister’s logic that didn’t sit right with her. She was fine with sneaking into their grandmother’s room, because they had been welcome there before Gemma Lou had stopped loving them and gone away; this was their place as much as it had been hers. The stairs in the trunk, on the other hand … those were something new and strange and alien. Those belonged to someone other than Gemma Lou, and someone other than them.

“I don’t know…” she said warily.

Perhaps, if the sisters had been encouraged to love each other more, to trust each other more, to view each other as something other than competition for the limited supplies of their parents’ love, they would have closed the trunk and gone to find an adult. When they had led their puzzled parents back to Gemma Lou’s room, opening the trunk again would have revealed no secrets, no stairs, just a mess of dress-up clothes, and the confusion that always follows when something magical disappears. Perhaps.

But that hadn’t been their childhood: that hadn’t been their life. They were competitors as much as they were companions, and the thought of telling their parents would never have occurred to them.

“Well, I’m going,” said Jacqueline, with a prim sniff, and slung her leg over the edge of the trunk.

It was easier than she had expected it to be. It was like the trunk wanted her to step inside, like the stairs wanted her to descend them. She climbed through the opening and went down several steps before smoothing her dress with the heels of her hands, looking back over her shoulder, and asking, “Well?”

Jillian was not as brave as everyone had always assumed she was. She was not as wild as everyone had always wanted her to be. But she had spent her life so far being told that she was both those things, and more, that her sister was neither of them; if there was an adventure to be had, she simply could not allow Jacqueline to have it without her. She hoisted herself over the edge of the trunk, tumbling in her hurry, and came to a stop a step above where Jacqueline was waiting.

“I’m coming with you,” she said, picking herself up without bothering to dust herself off.

Jacqueline, who had been expecting this outcome, nodded and offered her hand to her sister.

“So neither one of us gets lost,” she said.

Jillian nodded, and took her sister’s hand, and together they walked down, down, down into the dark.

The trunk waited until they were too far down to hear before it swung closed, shutting them in, shutting the old world out. Neither of the girls noticed. They just kept on descending.

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