Chapters (116)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- On Henry Darger
- Selected Bibliography
- About the Author
- Teaser Chapter
- Also by Elizabeth Hand
- Praise for Elizabeth Hand’sCurious Toys
He finally stopped posing her. He knew from experience that he could lose hours like this, with the same outcome he’d achieved twice already since last night. He had no time for that now. He had scant time to develop his film, and he couldn’t afford to squander it.
He shot his photos, a dozen in all, making certain some film remained for later. He hoped he would have another opportunity to take more pictures with a different model in the next few days. He’d hold off on developing the film until then. Back East, he’d purchased a Kodak film tank, a portable developer that had proved invaluable.
He replaced the camera under his bed and picked up the doll, crushing her to him as he inhaled the scent that still clung to her dress, a whiff of vanilla ice cream and lemon. For a long time he stood, rocking back and forth, until he heard the clatter of a milk wagon in the street. He kissed her cool forehead, pulled a key from his pocket, and carried her to the closet. He stood her inside and locked the door.
Only then did he allow himself to retrieve his greatest treasures from the suitcase: a sheaf of photographs nestled within a leather folder. Each one showed a doll—always the same doll, but you would never know it. He had dressed and posed her so naturally that, as he fanned out the photos, it seemed to him as though he held an entire garden of beautiful creatures in his hands.
His fingers trembled as he recalled the name of each girl: Maria, Iolanda, Abriana, Deirdre, and all the others. The Italian girl, Abriana, had been so pliant and vacant of expression that she might truly have been a life-size doll. Yet her beauty, like that of the others, would have been lost forever, save for these images. The innocent symmetry of the doll’s features would never change, never age; never be tainted by betrayal. They were his alone, always.
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Chapter 35
PIN WOKE, FOR once, long before her mother. Floating between sleep and wakefulness, she waited for the sun’s rays to creep down the alley. A devil’s face danced in front of her, twisting into a Kewpie doll’s and then her sister’s, which was the same face as the girl’s in the tunnel, only laughing. With a cry she sat up, looked down to see if she’d awakened her mother.
No. Gina slept through anything. As Pin’s heart slowed, she stared at the dingy sheet, the muslin panels Gina had pinned over the windows to provide some privacy, the red utility bag where her mother kept her few cosmetics and fortune-telling cards.
Everything was as it had been when she woke yesterday morning. How could the entire world change, yet her mother still keep her face powder in a stained red bag?