Chapters (116)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- On Henry Darger
- Selected Bibliography
- About the Author
- Teaser Chapter
- Also by Elizabeth Hand
- Praise for Elizabeth Hand’sCurious Toys
He held out the tin and she picked up a lemon drop. It felt gummy, as though the box had sat in the sun all day. She forced a smile, daring a glance at the man, who smiled back.
As soon as she put it in her mouth, she knew the lozenge had been doped. She recognized the taste; it was the same horrible syrup her mother drank to help her sleep. So that was how he’d done it. Poisoned candies. With her sister, all he would have had to do was offer her candy, poison or not, and smile kindly, and Abriana would have followed him anywhere.
Pin blinked. He was watching her. If she spat out the candy, he’d know she was up to something. She let the lozenge slip beneath her tongue, tried not to swallow even as her mouth filled with sweet liquid.
“You can have another if you’d like,” he said in the same offhand tone, and popped a second lozenge into his mouth. Were only some of them poisoned? But that wouldn’t make sense. He was bigger, that was all, they would hardly affect him unless he ate the whole tin.
He continued to gaze at her with those shadowed eyes, so she nodded and took another. She clutched it, her palm sticky, sweat trickling between her breasts. The wind gusted, the tree limbs rustled like dry hands rubbing together. Lightning flashed and she steeled herself for the thundercrack that followed seconds later. It came, and she turned her head to spit out the lemon drop.
When she turned back, he was staring fixedly at her. Her hands and arms went cold, she needed to spit again, get rid of the horrible sweet taste on her tongue. She wanted to run, but she’d backed up against the tree, and he was suddenly too near, just inches away. The smoke from his cigarette stung her eyes, and she smelled his breath, lemons and whiskey and cherry cordial. She opened her fingers and the poisoned candy fell to the grass; inched her hand down toward the shiv in her boot, and made the mistake of glancing up.
His face had twisted; he gazed at her as though she were one of the freaks in the Ten-in-One, something disgusting. He knew she meant to fight. Abriana hadn’t fought, it might be better not to fight. He was going to kill her. She was going to die.
Something snapped inside her chest and spun out of her like smoke: she saw herself from above, as though watching a movie, a small white figure pressed against a tree as a shadow engulfed it. She could no longer hear the wind, there was a seashell roar in her ears that drowned out everything except for something, something she needed to remember, someone…
“Henry!” she screamed.