Chapters (116)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Acknowledgments
- Discover More
- On Henry Darger
- Selected Bibliography
- About the Author
- Teaser Chapter
- Also by Elizabeth Hand
- Praise for Elizabeth Hand’sCurious Toys
She picked up the shimmy, and several items fell from its folds. Baptismal certificates, her own and Abriana’s. And a photograph.
It was the Easter Sunday photo of her sister at Assumption Catholic Church. Abriana smiled at the camera, pretty as a girl in a soap advertisement, in her Easter hat and dress. The newspaper photographer must have given the photo to her mother after Abriana had disappeared. Why had her mother kept it hidden all this time?
She tried not to cry. After a minute, she put all the clothing back into the trunk, except the cotton shimmy and her wool stockings. She set the picture of her sister alongside those of Harriet and Clyde, Saint Dymphna and Maria’s doll, Henry’s card. Then she opened the paper sack and dumped its contents on the mattress. She unbuttoned her shirt, tossed it on the floor, picked up the middy dress, and felt a spasm of anxiety—what if it buttoned down the back?
It didn’t. It had no buttons at all—it was designed to be pulled on and off quickly. A costume, not a real dress.
The thought reassured her. She tugged her old cotton shimmy over her head, then pulled on the dress. It fell just below her knees. A child’s dress, intended for someone younger than Pin. It felt tight around the bust—flat chested as she was, Pin still had breasts. She ran her hands over the front. The fabric was thick enough that, with the shimmy beneath, she couldn’t feel her nipples. She wished she had a mirror.
She tied the ends of the sailor collar in a clumsy bow, kicked off her boots and socks, and pulled on the hated black stockings, too heavy for summer though everyone wore them anyway. Her boots went back on, boys’ boots but maybe no one would notice.
All that remained was the wig. She picked it up with a grimace: a cap of stiff blond ringlets, long enough to cover her ears, topped by an enormous cornflower-blue bow. The color almost matched the faded blue of her middy dress. Pin smiled: Glory must have selected it on purpose.
The wig’s hair and flax had been glued to a flexible burlap form. A loop of string dangled from each side, to go over her ears. She tugged it on, stuffing her own dark curls beneath the blond ringlets.
It fit, barely—like the dress, it was designed for a younger girl. She slipped the two loops over her ears, did her best to hide them beneath the stiff ringlets, and glared at her discarded clothing on the floor. She still had no idea what she looked like. She stepped to the window and pulled aside the grimy muslin curtain.