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Chapters (116)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Acknowledgments
  110. Discover More
  111. On Henry Darger
  112. Selected Bibliography
  113. About the Author
  114. Teaser Chapter
  115. Also by Elizabeth Hand
  116. Praise for Elizabeth Hand’sCurious Toys

She picked up the shimmy, and several items fell from its folds. Baptismal certificates, her own and Abriana’s. And a photograph.

It was the Easter Sunday photo of her sister at Assumption Catholic Church. Abriana smiled at the camera, pretty as a girl in a soap advertisement, in her Easter hat and dress. The newspaper photographer must have given the photo to her mother after Abriana had disappeared. Why had her mother kept it hidden all this time?

She tried not to cry. After a minute, she put all the clothing back into the trunk, except the cotton shimmy and her wool stockings. She set the picture of her sister alongside those of Harriet and Clyde, Saint Dymphna and Maria’s doll, Henry’s card. Then she opened the paper sack and dumped its contents on the mattress. She unbuttoned her shirt, tossed it on the floor, picked up the middy dress, and felt a spasm of anxiety—what if it buttoned down the back?

It didn’t. It had no buttons at all—it was designed to be pulled on and off quickly. A costume, not a real dress.

The thought reassured her. She tugged her old cotton shimmy over her head, then pulled on the dress. It fell just below her knees. A child’s dress, intended for someone younger than Pin. It felt tight around the bust—flat chested as she was, Pin still had breasts. She ran her hands over the front. The fabric was thick enough that, with the shimmy beneath, she couldn’t feel her nipples. She wished she had a mirror.

She tied the ends of the sailor collar in a clumsy bow, kicked off her boots and socks, and pulled on the hated black stockings, too heavy for summer though everyone wore them anyway. Her boots went back on, boys’ boots but maybe no one would notice.

All that remained was the wig. She picked it up with a grimace: a cap of stiff blond ringlets, long enough to cover her ears, topped by an enormous cornflower-blue bow. The color almost matched the faded blue of her middy dress. Pin smiled: Glory must have selected it on purpose.

The wig’s hair and flax had been glued to a flexible burlap form. A loop of string dangled from each side, to go over her ears. She tugged it on, stuffing her own dark curls beneath the blond ringlets.

It fit, barely—like the dress, it was designed for a younger girl. She slipped the two loops over her ears, did her best to hide them beneath the stiff ringlets, and glared at her discarded clothing on the floor. She still had no idea what she looked like. She stepped to the window and pulled aside the grimy muslin curtain.