Chapters (108)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Titles by Gemma James
- Summary
- Note To Readers
- ~TORRENT: BOOK ONE~
- Prologue - Alex
- 1. Escape - Alex
- 2. Comeuppance - Rafe
- 3. Break Me - Alex
- 4. The Code - Rafe
- 5. Disorderly - Alex
- 6. Spawn - Rafe
- 7. First Time - Alex
- 8. Choke - Rafe
- 9. Regret - Alex
- 10. Flee - Rafe
- 11. Phobia - Alex
- 12. Turning Point - Rafe
- 13. Shower Head - Alex
- 14. Showtime - Rafe
- 15. Morning Glory - Alex
- 16. Visitor - Rafe
- 17. Interrogation - Alex
- 18. Destroyed - Rafe
- 19. Agony - Alex
- 20. Intruder - Alex
- 21. Vanish - Rafe
- ~RAMPANT: BOOK TWO~
- 1. Back To Me - Alex
- 2. Cornered - Alex
- 3. My Blood - Alex
- 4. Rude Awakening - Rafe
- 5. Ecstasy - Alex
- 6. Homecoming - Rafe
- 7. Depleted - Alex
- 8. Old Habit - Rafe
- 9. Always - Alex
- 10. Standoff - Rafe
- 11. Cut - Alex
- 12. Foolish - Alex
- 13. Bad Idea - Rafe
- 14. Psychoanalysis - Alex
- 15. Getaway - Alex
- 16. Facing Fears - Alex
- 17. Unwritten - Rafe
- 18. Absolution - Alex
- 19. Bodyguard - Rafe
- 20. Uncaged - Alex
- 21. Tempted - Rafe
- 22. Torched - Rafe
- ~FERVENT: BOOK THREE~
- 1. Perilous - Alex
- 2. Welcome To My World - Rafe
- 3. Alex in Wonderland - Alex
- 4. Afraid - Rafe
- 5. Already Broken - Alex
- 6. Bad Blood - Rafe
- 7. Taking Shelter - Alex
- 8. Pandora's Box - Rafe
- 9. Escape To Nowhere - Alex
- 10. Impasse - Rafe
- 11. Without Consent - Rafe
- 12. Wicked Games - Alex
- 13. Lessons - Rafe
- 14. Crimson - Alex
- 15. Bang - Rafe
- 16. Brawl - Alex
- 17. Safe - Rafe
- 18. Only Yours - Alex
- 19. Candid - Rafe
- 20. Legacies - Alex
- 21. Breaking Alex - Alex
- 22. Take Control - Rafe
- 23. Mirrors - Rafe
- 24. Let It Burn - Rafe
- ~VAGRANT: BOOK FOUR~
- 1. I'm Coming For You - Alex
- 2. Champion - Rafe
- 3. Tattoo - Rafe
- 4. Fragile - Alex
- 5. Elixir - Rafe
- 6. Whore - Alex
- 7. Favor - Rafe
- 8. Tease - Alex
- 9. Run - Alex
- 10. Double Fuck - Rafe
- 11. Rebellious - Alex
- 12. Tick Tock - Rafe
- 13. Empty Gold - Alex
- 14. Addiction - Rafe
- 15. Burn - Alex
- 16. Voyeur - Rafe
- 17. Aftershocks - Alex
- 18. Family Matters - Rafe
- 19. Ricochet - Alex
- 20. Nobody Praying For Me - Rafe
- 21. Ode To 1:11 - Rafe
- 22. End Game - Alex
- 23. Forfeit - Rafe
- 24. Breaking Free - Rafe
- 25. Born Again - Alex
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- Acknowledgements
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I angled my face, sensing the heat of his mouth. “Kiss me.” The demand whispered from my lips, and I cursed the fear and grief stinging my eyes. He wanted me to fight, to believe we’d survive, but I wasn’t sure I had it in me. Too much had happened and I didn’t have any fight left.
But I needed his kiss. No matter what came next, I wanted the taste of him with me, on my tongue, branded in my memory. Maybe I could survive if I had that to hold on to.
He expelled a breath an instant before he pressed his mouth to mine. Parting my lips, he thrust his tongue inside and dueled me into surrender. One hand fisted my hair, yanking my head back, allowing him a deeper possession of my mouth. We both moaned, a sorrowful sound of desperation laced with need, maybe even hope.
Except hope was a sword that would slice us into pieces if we let it.
The frantic slide of his tongue speared through me with a delirious ache, and I whimpered. Everything fell away; the scars on my body, the coffin-like space that held us prisoner, the loss of his memory—it all vanished in the fray of our need for each other. Eventually, we severed the connection but hovered inches apart, our choppy breaths blending with the sound of the road beneath us.
Then the car slowed and the brake lights cast his face in eerie red. My pulse, already galloping from his kiss, took off in a sprint. “I love you, Rafe.”
“Don’t you dare say goodbye to me yet.” His brows furrowed, and I couldn’t resist running my thumb over one.
The car turned and we swayed with the motion. I held my breath, only letting it out after the vehicle regained speed. We clutched each other, awaiting the inevitable confrontation that would come when the tires stopped spinning. Time was lost to the lull of the road, distorted in every brake and turn. The wheels slowed to a crawl on rough ground, bouncing over potholes and ridges.
We lurched, hitting a particularly bad spot, and I cried out his name then pressed my lips to his again, wishing I could freeze this moment. I could live my life in this trunk with him, our bodies entwined, mouths fused, and find peace.
But that was impossible. We rolled to a stop and the rumble of the engine fell silent. Blackness and fear coiled around us as our fate hung on a thread. Heavy steps rounded the side of the car, and someone jingled a set of keys.
“I want you to run, Alex. When I tell you to go, don’t even hesitate.”
With a nod, I swallowed and managed to squeak my agreement, but deep down, I knew.
I’d die before leaving him to face this alone.
2. Welcome To My World - Rafe
2. WELCOME TO MY WORLD - RAFE