Chapters (108)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Titles by Gemma James
- Summary
- Note To Readers
- ~TORRENT: BOOK ONE~
- Prologue - Alex
- 1. Escape - Alex
- 2. Comeuppance - Rafe
- 3. Break Me - Alex
- 4. The Code - Rafe
- 5. Disorderly - Alex
- 6. Spawn - Rafe
- 7. First Time - Alex
- 8. Choke - Rafe
- 9. Regret - Alex
- 10. Flee - Rafe
- 11. Phobia - Alex
- 12. Turning Point - Rafe
- 13. Shower Head - Alex
- 14. Showtime - Rafe
- 15. Morning Glory - Alex
- 16. Visitor - Rafe
- 17. Interrogation - Alex
- 18. Destroyed - Rafe
- 19. Agony - Alex
- 20. Intruder - Alex
- 21. Vanish - Rafe
- ~RAMPANT: BOOK TWO~
- 1. Back To Me - Alex
- 2. Cornered - Alex
- 3. My Blood - Alex
- 4. Rude Awakening - Rafe
- 5. Ecstasy - Alex
- 6. Homecoming - Rafe
- 7. Depleted - Alex
- 8. Old Habit - Rafe
- 9. Always - Alex
- 10. Standoff - Rafe
- 11. Cut - Alex
- 12. Foolish - Alex
- 13. Bad Idea - Rafe
- 14. Psychoanalysis - Alex
- 15. Getaway - Alex
- 16. Facing Fears - Alex
- 17. Unwritten - Rafe
- 18. Absolution - Alex
- 19. Bodyguard - Rafe
- 20. Uncaged - Alex
- 21. Tempted - Rafe
- 22. Torched - Rafe
- ~FERVENT: BOOK THREE~
- 1. Perilous - Alex
- 2. Welcome To My World - Rafe
- 3. Alex in Wonderland - Alex
- 4. Afraid - Rafe
- 5. Already Broken - Alex
- 6. Bad Blood - Rafe
- 7. Taking Shelter - Alex
- 8. Pandora's Box - Rafe
- 9. Escape To Nowhere - Alex
- 10. Impasse - Rafe
- 11. Without Consent - Rafe
- 12. Wicked Games - Alex
- 13. Lessons - Rafe
- 14. Crimson - Alex
- 15. Bang - Rafe
- 16. Brawl - Alex
- 17. Safe - Rafe
- 18. Only Yours - Alex
- 19. Candid - Rafe
- 20. Legacies - Alex
- 21. Breaking Alex - Alex
- 22. Take Control - Rafe
- 23. Mirrors - Rafe
- 24. Let It Burn - Rafe
- ~VAGRANT: BOOK FOUR~
- 1. I'm Coming For You - Alex
- 2. Champion - Rafe
- 3. Tattoo - Rafe
- 4. Fragile - Alex
- 5. Elixir - Rafe
- 6. Whore - Alex
- 7. Favor - Rafe
- 8. Tease - Alex
- 9. Run - Alex
- 10. Double Fuck - Rafe
- 11. Rebellious - Alex
- 12. Tick Tock - Rafe
- 13. Empty Gold - Alex
- 14. Addiction - Rafe
- 15. Burn - Alex
- 16. Voyeur - Rafe
- 17. Aftershocks - Alex
- 18. Family Matters - Rafe
- 19. Ricochet - Alex
- 20. Nobody Praying For Me - Rafe
- 21. Ode To 1:11 - Rafe
- 22. End Game - Alex
- 23. Forfeit - Rafe
- 24. Breaking Free - Rafe
- 25. Born Again - Alex
- Deviant
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- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
“What we have is fucked up. For God’s sake, Zach, we grew up together.” The echo of innocence pinged through my heart, leaving me bereft. Long ago, we’d been two kids playing in the yard, building forts that stood as tall as skyscrapers to my young eyes, yet they’d barely allowed Zach to stand inside the carefully constructed walls. He’d been my big brother, someone I always counted on and looked up to.
Until the day he’d wrecked me. I recalled that life-altering moment as if it happened yesterday. Only thirteen, too unsure of the change in his touch, struggling to understand what it meant. I’d sprawled stiffly beside him, incapable of moving as his fingers slipped beneath my panties. He’d smothered my fearful cry with a sweaty palm and had spread my thighs before burrowing past my innocence. Zach had taken something precious from me that night, and in turn I’d taken the freedom of the only man I’d ever love.
I’d killed him.
The reality of what had happened at the river was too painful and a tear crept down my cheek, as if trying to sneak past Zach’s watchful gaze.
“You never cry.” He slowly lowered his fist. “In all the years we’ve fucked,” he said, “you never cried. Not once. Why now? Because of him?” His mouth twisted into something ugly…something arrestingly terrifying. “He’s your past, Lex. I’m your future, and I’ll do whatever it takes to bring you back to me.”
2. Cornered - Alex
2. CORNERED - ALEX
We slept the day away, Zach’s naked body trapping my own. Several times, I tried to extricate myself from his grasp, but his arms always tightened in warning. At some point, I’d fallen into a restless sleep where images of Rafe and the island tormented me.
Still haunted by the echoes of convoluted dreams, I hugged my knees from my spot on the four poster bed as Zach raided the closet. “Who’s cabin is this?” I asked, glancing at the window, where bright light had filtered through the curtains before we fell asleep. Now a strip of black peeked through where the material hung open, indicating the sun had set long ago.
“A friend’s. He comes up here in the fall to hunt.” As Zach sifted through flannel shirts, sweatshirts, and jackets, I wondered if the owner stored his rifles somewhere in the house. My gaze zoomed in on the closet, hoping to catch a glimpse of a gun.