Chapters (107)
- Glossary
- One
- Josh
- Two
- Delaney
- Three
- Delaney
- Four
- Delaney
- Five
- Josh
- Six
- Delaney
- Seven
- Josh
- Eight
- Delaney
- Nine
- Josh
- Ten
- Delaney
- Eleven
- Josh
- Twelve
- Delaney
- Thirteen
- Delaney
- Fourteen
- Delaney
- Fifteen
- Josh
- Sixteen
- Josh
- Seventeen
- Delaney
- Eighteen
- Delaney
- Nineteen
- Josh
- Twenty
- Delaney
- Twenty-One
- Delaney
- Twenty-Two
- Delaney
- Twenty-Three
- Delaney
- Twenty-Four
- Josh
- Twenty-Five
- Josh
- Twenty-Six
- Delaney
- Twenty-Seven
- Delaney
- Twenty-Eight
- Josh
- Twenty-Nine
- Delaney
- Thirty
- Delaney
- Thirty-One
- Delaney
- Thirty-Two
- Delaney
- Thirty-Three
- Josh
- Thirty-Four
- Delaney
- Thirty-Five
- Josh
- Thirty-Six
- Delaney
- Thirty-Seven
- Josh
- Thirty-Eight
- Delaney
- Thirty-Nine
- Josh
- Forty
- Delaney
- Forty-One
- Delaney
- Forty-Two
- Delaney
- Forty-Three
- Josh
- Forty-Four
- Delaney
- Forty-Five
- Delaney
- Forty-Six
- Delaney
- Forty-Seven
- Delaney
- Forty-Eight
- Josh
- Forty-Nine
- Delaney
- Fifty
- Delaney
- Fifty-One
- Delaney
- Epilogue
- Delaney
- Also by Wendy Smith
- About the Author
I wish things were different. I tried to call you, but your phone isn’t in service. Then I saw the casting news and realised things are on the rise for you. Maybe it doesn’t mean much, but I’m so proud of you, and one day our son or daughter will be just as proud.
I’ll tell them all about you when they’re older, and let them make up their mind if they want to find you.
I’ve dialled back my studies and am doing a shorter course to become a cook rather than the chef studies I had planned. My focus is going to be on this baby and making sure they have the best life I can give them, whether you’re a part of that or not.
I also wanted to let you know how much you hurt me. I didn’t want to fall in love, but I couldn’t help it because you are perfect. I’m not sure I’ll ever not love you because even though my heart is broken, I still want us.
And I just realised that I said this letter wasn’t about me, but I’ve made it about me. That wasn’t intentional. You know how much I talk.
Anyway, I don’t want to make this letter too long. I’m happy that you’re going to get to live your dream, and I hope your film does crazy well. I’m not sure if I’ll be able to watch you on screen, but I’m sure you’ll soon be the star you were always meant to be.
All my love,
Delaney
I stare at it for a moment. This is her through and through. She’s in pain, but talking through it. It’s her answer to dealing with everything.
She tried to tell me, and I can understand her frustration in not being able to reach me.
The reality was that despite how crazy we were about each other, we’d barely scratched the surface.
Delaney was left without many options, and she could have sold her story to the press a long time ago. But she didn’t.
This letter fills a big gap, and I’m so grateful that she gave it to me.
She always loved me. As I always loved her.
I place the letter on the coffee table and stand. She’ll be halfway home by now, but I can’t wait any longer.
I’m going to claim my family.
Twenty-Three
Delaney
Delaney
Pania looks up as I walk in the front door.
“I didn’t think you’d be back tonight.”
“I told you I would be.”
Flopping on the couch beside her, I lean my head on her shoulder.
“How did it go?”
“Tonight was perfect. You should see the kitchen in that house. Brand new, top-of-the-line appliances, marble benches—”