Chapters (107)
- Glossary
- One
- Josh
- Two
- Delaney
- Three
- Delaney
- Four
- Delaney
- Five
- Josh
- Six
- Delaney
- Seven
- Josh
- Eight
- Delaney
- Nine
- Josh
- Ten
- Delaney
- Eleven
- Josh
- Twelve
- Delaney
- Thirteen
- Delaney
- Fourteen
- Delaney
- Fifteen
- Josh
- Sixteen
- Josh
- Seventeen
- Delaney
- Eighteen
- Delaney
- Nineteen
- Josh
- Twenty
- Delaney
- Twenty-One
- Delaney
- Twenty-Two
- Delaney
- Twenty-Three
- Delaney
- Twenty-Four
- Josh
- Twenty-Five
- Josh
- Twenty-Six
- Delaney
- Twenty-Seven
- Delaney
- Twenty-Eight
- Josh
- Twenty-Nine
- Delaney
- Thirty
- Delaney
- Thirty-One
- Delaney
- Thirty-Two
- Delaney
- Thirty-Three
- Josh
- Thirty-Four
- Delaney
- Thirty-Five
- Josh
- Thirty-Six
- Delaney
- Thirty-Seven
- Josh
- Thirty-Eight
- Delaney
- Thirty-Nine
- Josh
- Forty
- Delaney
- Forty-One
- Delaney
- Forty-Two
- Delaney
- Forty-Three
- Josh
- Forty-Four
- Delaney
- Forty-Five
- Delaney
- Forty-Six
- Delaney
- Forty-Seven
- Delaney
- Forty-Eight
- Josh
- Forty-Nine
- Delaney
- Fifty
- Delaney
- Fifty-One
- Delaney
- Epilogue
- Delaney
- Also by Wendy Smith
- About the Author
“I never wanted you to not know. And I know that’s a double negative, but you know what I mean.”
He laughs. “I know what you mean.”
“Goodnight, Josh.”
Squeezing my hand, he raises it to his lips. He closes his eyes and kisses it softly. “Goodnight, Delaney.”
“Thank you for a lovely evening.”
And then he lets me go, and I walk to the car without looking back because I know if I do, I’ll stay.
Maybe that wouldn’t be a bad thing, but I need some fresh air after that reminder of the past.
I need to be home with my girl.
Twenty-Two
Delaney
Josh
My hands tremble as I look at the envelope.
What would my life have been like if I’d received this? What would I have done back then if I’d found out about Delaney’s pregnancy?
There’s a good chance I would have thrown away my film career just to be with her. I’m not sure if I ever would have had another opportunity like the one I got.
Regardless of my success, it’s a high price to pay for the family I should have had. Delaney and I could have worked everything out years ago.
I walk back into the house and sit on the couch.
Taking a deep breath, I break the seal on the envelope and pull out the piece of paper from within.
Dear Josh,
I’m sure you’re surprised to hear from me. Well, surprise!
I was a coward that morning, and ran before confronting you, but I heard you on the phone. At least you didn’t have to worry about dumping me, or letting me come home and breaking my heart then. And I am heartbroken. Why? I fell in love with you, but why did you do it?
As much as I want to know the answer, this letter isn’t about me.
There’s no easy way to tell you this, but I’m pregnant. It’s okay. I don’t expect you to take responsibility for the baby. I’m not sure what I’m having yet, but I wanted you to know, and I’ll contact you again when the baby arrives just in case you do want to know.
I’m not living with my mother anymore. She gave me an ultimatum that I get rid of the baby or leave, so I left. My friend Pania, who I told you all about, and her mum have taken me in. She’s got a huge family, and our baby will be a part of that family now, so he or she won’t want for love.