Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
My best friend had introduced me to the local hero over a drinking game. Everyone seemed surprised I didn’t recognize the first-string quarterback with the Disney-prince cleft chin—let alone spend my night flirting with him.
He only piqued my interest when he offered to help with my assignment. A real local, he’d grown up three miles south and could show me spots the usual stories ignored.
That he was four when Twentieth Century Fox made the movie about the yearly bike race, the Little 500, didn’t stop my interest. I wanted to tell a story that went beyond the sorority house where the local boy serenaded his girlfriend or the stretch of road where the kid raced the semi.
When Troy proposed a day trip that Saturday, I agreed, even shook his hand when he spoke the seemingly innocent phrase “It’s a date.”
One thing all victims of sexual assault have in common is a kind of guilt-ridden hindsight, full of self-doubt and self-blame. Twenty years later, the voice inside me repeats the same questions.
Did I lead him on in some way?
Was that handshake the unspoken consent to rip my clothes off?
Troy drove, even took an unnecessary detour past Bloomington South High. No coincidence, a billboard at the end of the football stadium listed Troy Woods—BHS’s own Hoosier—among their greats.
High school had been one thing, but IU remained far from the best program in the Big Ten. Troy wouldn’t go on to the NFL. He mentioned something about an arena league scout, something else about a coaching opportunity. Two miles from the quarries, I realized his tour had less to do with the town than the townie himself.
Troy knew his way around the massive abandoned stonecutting facility on Tapp Road featured in the film. He and his friends had brought girls to the site in high school—so many he’d lost count.
“This is the place Paul Dooley goes—”
“I’ve seen the movie, Troy.”
“—’cause he doesn’t understand his son.”
He jumped onto a concrete platform, stepped over a rusted iron beam. Chalk mushroomed where his size 15 shoe landed. Stooping over a pile of small pieces of white rock, he placed a chunk in front of him, pulled a plastic bottle out of his pocket, and took a sip of lemon-lime soda.
“Watch this.”
He poured Sprite on the stone, then described the chemical reaction like a fifth grader with a science fair project. The calcium carbonate, aka the limestone, reacted to the carbolic acid in the soda, causing the stone to break down.
He smiled at me the same way previous boys had after pointing out constellations or doing pull-ups. This was his finishing move.