Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
Photos of Chapman, clippings, and red marker scribblings covered the walls. The smell of burnt popcorn filled the room, and an inkjet printer spit out pages like the press under the Times building. Lakshmi grabbed two pages from the expanding stack, walked them and a bowl of popcorn to Caitlin, then ended her phone call on her way back to the kitchen.
“Caitlin,” she said over the sound of a refrigerator door opening, “I am so sorry for how things ended last night. I know I should have told you about the restraining order.”
Caitlin shook her head. “I got your texts.”
There’d been three that morning.
A drawer opened and shut. “Sorry about that too, but I believe a proper apology is done in person, preferably with alcohol.” Lakshmi reappeared with two topless domestics. “Fancy a beer?”
“Hold that thought.” Caitlin fixated on the heading of the pages in front of her: Initial draft, not for public release. “What am I looking at?”
Lakshmi set one of the bottles on the coffee table between them and hovered, holding the other. “The executive summary of a campus-wide sexual abuse study that won’t publish until the fall. Listen to this.” She took the top page.
“ ‘Seventeen percent of the undergraduate women participating reported being the victims of attempted or completed nonconsensual sexual penetration while at college, while twenty-nine percent reported experiencing some type of nonconsensual sexual contact.’ ”
She drank from her beer, kept going. “ ‘Additionally, thirty-five percent of undergraduate female participants and a similar percentage of graduate students reported experiencing some form of sexual harassment.’ ”
She handed Caitlin the paper, pointed to a paragraph. “You have to read this part; it makes me too angry.”
Caitlin read to herself.
Perhaps most distressing, however, was the revelation that among those participants who did not report an experience of the most serious type of sexual misconduct—nonconsensual attempted or completed sexual penetration—45 percent of the undergraduate women and 29 percent of the women graduate students indicated that they didn’t feel the incident was “serious enough” to disclose.
Caitlin reached for the other beer, took a sip. “It’s a really great pull, Lakshmi. Awful, but congratulations.”
“Maybe it will help with your story.”
“Maybe.”
Lakshmi joined her on the couch, her hands folded in her lap. “I know I should have told you about the restraining order straight away, but I didn’t want to risk losing you.”
Caitlin inched away from Lakshmi. “Losing me?”