Chapters (92)
- Title Page
- Dedication
- Acknowledgments
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Author Biography
If you’re reading this, you’ve found the place of my death. The man who calls himself Embower, known locally as Chad Branford, is responsible for the deaths of Angela Chapman, Paige Lauffer, and myself.
She copied the date and time from the desktop calendar.
Sunday night, 8:53 PM, the fifth day of her captivity, her twenty-fourth day in Bloomington.
Something he said stopped her typing. “Wait, what?”
Embower nodded his head. “That’s right. Woods said he was ashamed for what he’d done to you.”
She tried to process the fragment of his story her subconscious had retained. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“He was sorry. Those were his words.”
“Wait.” Caitlin shut the laptop. When she’d seen him in the hall that morning, she’d assumed the wig was part of his kink. “You dressed like me?”
He raised his eyebrows. “Impressed?”
Impressed wasn’t the word. “You dressed like me, visited a men’s prison in drag, and met with Troy Woods?”
He tilted his head to one side. “I like to think I became you—”
Caitlin threw her hands up. “Bullshit.”
Embower smiled, reached into his pocket, swiped at a phone, then showed Caitlin a photo of herself, taken from the back of Fallen Angels.
“Before,” he said, then swiped again. “And after.”
The second photo resembled her back cover shot in both framing and wardrobe. Taken as a selfie, the woman in the photo wore a black sport coat and a white collared shirt. Her hair, brown, straight, and chin-length, looked beauty-parlor good, and better than Caitlin’s real hair any day of the week. More makeup than she’d ever owned coated the face, completely balanced and Photoshop-quality flawless. Even the lips were done. The second face didn’t look like Caitlin necessarily, but the whole package resembled a real-life woman. At least, a woman dressed for a male-dominated industry where sexuality was a weakness.
“Jesus, what the hell’s wrong with you?”
“All it takes is practice and an airbrush.” He put the phone away, smug. “I can’t say I came close to your natural beauty, but I did convince a room full of strangers. And Woods, of course.”
Blood rushed to her cheeks. Caitlin shook her head, violated. She’d known some of the best drag queens in West Hollywood, so it wasn’t the proficiency of the disguise that pissed her off, or the assholes who fell for it. Embower had done much worse. He’d taken her identity and presented himself to the man who’d scarred her for life. “You saw him? Talked to Troy Woods?”
He nodded. “Sat in the chair with the phone and the glass and everything. At first I was surprised he couldn’t tell, but it makes sense, doesn’t it? He didn’t see you as a woman then. Why should he now?”