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Chapters (53)
  1. Books by Michael Thomas Ford
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Author’s Note
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. Copyright Page

“The one you came here to look into,” said Ben. “You told me about that.”

“I didn’t tell you everything,” Hudson said. “I think it’s an unknown Steinbeck novel,” he said. “Well, part of one. It’s only about half finished.” He looked over the head of Ricketts’s bust, afraid to see Ben’s reaction to his next revelation. “It’s about a man who falls in love with his best friend,” he said. “I think it might be about Steinbeck’s feelings for Ricketts.”

He waited for Ben to say something. He wasn’t sure why, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to stand it if Ben laughed at him. It was the first time he had ever spoken his theory about the manuscript out loud to anyone. Except for Paul, he reminded himself. That made him even more afraid.

“After Ricketts died,” Ben said, breaking the silence, “Steinbeck took most of his personal papers. He burned a number of the journals. When someone asked him why he’d done it, he said that Ed’s journals contained enough material to blackmail half of Monterey.”

Hudson looked at him. Ben was staring at the bust with a thoughtful expression. “I’ve always wondered what was in those journals,” he said, turning to look at Hudson.

“I never knew that,” Hudson said.

“Steinbeck gave most of Ricketts’s papers to Hopkins,” said Ben. “The scientific ones, anyway. The fellow who cataloged them told me that story.”

“Who knows what was in those,” Hudson remarked, suddenly feeling a deep sense of loss as he thought of Steinbeck dropping the journals, piece by piece, into a fire. He had a sharp vision of Steinbeck’s face, stoic in the face of the loss of his best friend and companion, illuminated by the glow of the flames as the smoke stung his eyes. What secrets had he sent heavenward? What had he read on those pages that made him want to destroy them forever?

“Can you prove the manuscript is Steinbeck’s?” Ben asked Hudson.

Hudson sighed. “No,” he said. “Even if I could, that wouldn’t prove he and Ricketts were ever lovers.”

“Does it matter if they were?” said Ben.

It does to me, Hudson thought silently. “Not really,” he answered Ben. “The manuscript being authentic would be a major find on its own. But since Steinbeck wrote so much from his own life, it would add something to the story.”

“You mean it would be a scandal,” said Ben.

“That too,” Hudson agreed. “Although I don’t know why. Lots of writers had affairs, with men and women both.”