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Chapters (53)
  1. Books by Michael Thomas Ford
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Author’s Note
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. CHAPTER 6
  11. CHAPTER 7
  12. CHAPTER 8
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. CHAPTER 29
  34. CHAPTER 30
  35. CHAPTER 31
  36. CHAPTER 32
  37. CHAPTER 33
  38. CHAPTER 34
  39. CHAPTER 35
  40. CHAPTER 36
  41. CHAPTER 37
  42. CHAPTER 38
  43. CHAPTER 39
  44. CHAPTER 40
  45. CHAPTER 41
  46. CHAPTER 42
  47. CHAPTER 43
  48. CHAPTER 44
  49. CHAPTER 45
  50. CHAPTER 46
  51. CHAPTER 47
  52. CHAPTER 48
  53. Copyright Page

“Just pick one thing,” said Nicole. When Caddie looked at her, not understanding, she explained. “One thing—your father, this guy, your friends. Pick one and deal with it first. The rest aren’t going anywhere. The problem is, you’re trying to figure out all three at once.”

Caddie reevaluated her original opinion of the girl. She knew what she was talking about. Or maybe, she thought, I’ve just been making it more complicated than it is. She said, “Maybe my father,” she said, not realizing she was going to say it.

“He sounds the most important,” said Nicole. She drained her coffee cup and set it down. “Family always is.”

“I wouldn’t know,” Caddie replied. “I’ve never really had one.”

“Well,” said Nicole, “now you do.”

It was such a simple statement, said with such matter-of-factness, that it felt to Caddie like someone had struck her. Nicole was right. For years she had resented her father for not being there. Now that he was, she was still resenting him, when what she should be doing was trying to see what kind of relationship they could have.

“We have started to talk a little bit,” she said in her defense.

“Talking’s good,” Nicole said.

“Sure,” Caddie said, “but what comes after that? I mean, what if he doesn’t like me, or I don’t like him?”

“Is that what you’re afraid of?” asked Nicole. “You’re his daughter. He’s your father.” She stressed the words, as if perhaps Caddie wasn’t aware of what they represented. “Besides, you’ll never find out if you don’t give it a shot.”

She makes it sound so easy, thought Caddie. But maybe it was as easy as that. “You’re probably right,” she told Nicole.

Nicole looked at her watch. “I’m supposed to meet Nick for lunch pretty soon,” she said. She looked at Caddie and grinned. “Should I tell him you said hi?”

“Of course,” Caddie said mischievously. “Tell him we had a long talk. Let him wonder what it was about.”

Nicole stood up. “Thanks again for the coffee,” she said. “And use that number.” She pointed her finger at Caddie, emphasizing each of the last three words.

“I will,” said Caddie, knowing that she would. “Thanks. And thanks for letting me babble at you.”

“That’s what friends are for,” said Nicole, waving good-bye.

Caddie watched her leave. That’s what friends are for, she repeated to herself. It was such a sappy statement. She thought suddenly of the hideous song of the same name. Who had sung it? Elton John, she remembered, and someone else. Dionne Warwick, the woman from the old Psychic Friends Network commercials. That was a giant steaming piece of crap. She, Sam, and Bree had sung it once at karaoke night at their favorite club, hamming it up and feigning emotion. It had all seemed so clever, a sneer at the song’s simple platitudes.