Contents ( 83)
- 1
- 2011
- This Ain’t the Summer of Love
- 2
- 3
- 4
- 5
- 6
- Jeff Whittaker
- 7
- Good to Feel Hungry
- 8
- 9
- One Step Ahead of the Devil
- 10
- 11
- 12
- 13
- 14
- 15
- 16
- 17
- The Girl That Love Made Blind
- 18
- 19
- Workshop of the Telescopes
- 20
- 21
- 22
- 23
- 24
- 25
- Hardacre and Hall
- 26
- 27
- 28
- 29
- I Just Like to Be Bad
- 30
- 31
- 32
- 33
- 34
- 35
- Dominance and Submission
- 36
- 37
- 38
- Dance on Stilts
- 39
- 40
- 41
- 42
- 43
- 44
- Then Came the Last Days of May
- 45
- 46
- Subhuman
- 47
- 48
- Here Comes That Feeling
- 49
- 50
- 51
- 52
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- 54
- 55
- 56
- 57
- 58
- Deadline
- 59
- 60
- Vengeance (The Pact)
- 61
- 62
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- Also by Robert Galbraith
- CREDITS
- Copyright
“What?”
“I’m still… I’ve still got a job, then?”
There was a slight pause.
“What’re you talking about? Of course you’ve still got a job.”
“You don’t… I’m still… nothing’s changed?” she said.
“Are you going to do as you’re told?” he asked. “When I say nothing after dark, you’re going to listen from now on?”
“Yes,” she said, a little shakily.
“Good. I’ll see you at nine.”
Robin breathed a deep, shuddering sigh of relief. She was not finished: he still wanted her. As she went to replace the mobile on the dressing table she noticed that the longest text message that she had ever received had arrived overnight.
Robin, I can’t sleep for thinking about you. You don’t know how much I wish it hadn’t happened. It was a shitty thing to do and there’s no defense. I was 21 and I didn’t know then what I know now: that there’s nobody like you and that I could never love anyone else as much as I love you. There’s never been anyone apart from you since then. I’ve been jealous of you and Strike and you might say I don’t have the right to feel jealous because of what I did but maybe on some level I think you deserve better than me and that’s what’s been getting to me. I only know I love you and I want to marry you and if that’s not what you want now then I’ll have to accept that but please Robin just text me and let me know you’re OK, please. Matt xxxxxxx
Robin put the mobile back on the dressing table and continued dressing. She ordered a croissant and coffee from room service and was surprised how much better food and drink made her feel when they arrived. Only then did she read Matthew’s text again.
… maybe on some level I think you deserve better than me and that’s what’s been getting to me…
This was touching, and most unlike Matthew, who frequently expressed the view that citing subconscious motivation was no more than chicanery. Hard on the heels of that thought, though, came the reflection that Matthew had never cut Sarah out of his life. She was one of his best friends from university: embracing him tenderly at his mother’s funeral, dining out with them as part of a cozy foursome, still flirting with Matthew, still stirring between him and Robin.
After a brief inner deliberation, Robin texted back:
I’m fine.
She was waiting for Strike on the doorstep of Hazlitt’s, neat as ever, when the black cab drew up at five to nine.
Strike had not shaved, and as his beard grew with vigor his jaw looked grimy.
“Have you seen the news?” he asked as soon as she had got into the cab.
“No.”
“Media have just got it. Saw it on the telly as I left.”
He leaned forward to slide shut the plastic divider between themselves and the driver.
“Who is she?” asked Robin.