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Chapters (79)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. PART ONEEdinburgh November 2008
  6. Chapter One
  7. Chapter Two
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. PART TWOLondon November 1988
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Chapter Thirty-Three
  40. Chapter Thirty-Four
  41. Chapter Thirty-Five
  42. PART THREEEdinburgh November 2008
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Chapter Forty-Three
  51. Chapter Forty-Four
  52. Chapter Forty-Five
  53. Chapter Forty-Six
  54. Chapter Forty-Seven
  55. Chapter Forty-Eight
  56. Chapter Forty-Nine
  57. Chapter Fifty
  58. Chapter Fifty-One
  59. Chapter Fifty-Two
  60. Chapter Fifty-Three
  61. Chapter Fifty-Four
  62. Chapter Fifty-Five
  63. Chapter Fifty-Six
  64. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  65. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  66. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  67. Chapter Sixty
  68. Chapter Sixty-One
  69. Chapter Sixty-Two
  70. Chapter Sixty-Three
  71. Chapter Sixty-Four
  72. Chapter Sixty-Five
  73. Chapter Sixty-Six
  74. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  75. Epilogue
  76. Acknowledgements
  77. About the Author
  78. By the Same Author
  79. About the Publisher

A matronly woman with short, permed blonde hair asked him to sit down, and she pointed at the chair furthest from the door. Her name was Mrs Johnson and she’d come with the van and another two officers to collect him from the secure unit. She was a court-appointed social worker. Kevin thought she was a cow. She pinched him when she thought no one could see. He knew, even if they could, no one would do anything about it. He was planning his revenge on Mrs Johnson when the door opened.

He was about to meet Renee for the first time since they’d been arrested and she’d grassed him up. He was looking forward to it. But he guessed she wouldn’t be feeling the same.

Renee wasn’t alone. She came in with her own social worker, a woman who seemed really young, with a posh voice and too much make-up. Her name was Michelle, she said. She smiled at Kevin and tried to chit-chat about the weather. Michelle stared at the two children; they were going to have to sit in this room until the jury was picked. The lawyers were having difficulties. No one wanted to sit through a three-week trial listening to the last hours of Matthew’s life, and no one wanted to confront the ‘Edmonton 38’, people just like them who chose not to save the toddler’s life. Michelle didn’t care. She thought society was to blame.

Renee was smaller than Kevin remembered. He tried to catch her eye but the little bitch wouldn’t look at him, except once when she puffed up her cheeks. It was the gesture they used to do to the fat kids at school. She would pay for that. Michelle turned on the radio. She was trying to be their friend. She was the only one. Mrs Johnson didn’t approve of pop music. She switched the station to Radio Four and quickly turned it back again. Woman’s Hour was discussing the danger faced by the Cook killers.

Kevin glanced at Renee out of the corner of his eye. He understood what the announcer was saying. He had been threatened himself, although the ‘carers’ at the secure unit had tried to hide it from him. When he closed his eyes at night he still saw the mothers and grandmothers who tried to rip Kate apart–they weren’t so different to him, whatever they might like to think. Renee sat on the edge of her seat, swinging her legs back and forward. His throat tightened until it was hard to breathe. She had grown; her body had lost the puppy fat and her hair was clean and shiny–custody agreed with Renee. He started to laugh. His coarse, harsh, hysterical laugh echoed round the room; he laughed until his belly hurt, tears rolling down his face; he had to grip the side of the chair to stop him falling off.