Back Bride of the Sea
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. BASMALAH
  3. OUT OF THE LAKE
  4. BUQJAH
  5. GECKOS AND JAM JARS
  6. AIRMAIL
  7. ‘UQBALAK
  8. MENTOR HEADLANDS
  9. “YOU ARE DIVORCED”
  10. WITNESSES
  11. DRAEGER’S
  12. GETAWAY
  13. SUITABLE GIRLS
  14. YA‘QUB’S BLINDNESS
  15. ROUTINE
  16. BENEATH THE MOTHERS’ FEET
  17. MADINAH WEDDING
  18. TOLEDO
  19. ASPIRATION
  20. HACIENDA ROAD
  21. EVERYTHING
  22. FOUND
  23. APPARITION
  24. TRESPASS
  25. LA SAMAH ALLAH
  26. WHERE DO WE GO
  27. “MY NAME ISN’T SALLY”
  28. DESERT SHIELD
  29. YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY
  30. FIRST IMPRESSIONS
  31. TAIF
  32. SOCIAL LIFE
  33. RESOLUTION 678
  34. GONE
  35. W
  36. CONVERT
  37. SANCTUARY
  38. FORGIVENESS
  39. DETAINED
  40. MEMOIR
  41. GONE SOUTH
  42. DREAMS
  43. LAST WISH
  44. RELICS
  45. PASSPORT
  46. RETURN
  47. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  48. About the Author
  49. READER’S GUIDE

Diane’s eyes, light-colored like marbles, roll up. She tries to cut a piece of lamb with a spoon. “Let’s sit at the table. Wouldn’t you be more comfortable that way?”

“Can I get you a knife?” Muneer says, feeling sorry for her.

“No, I’m fine.”

Jameel rummages in the kitchen and comes back with a butter knife.

“That’s no help,” Diane says.

Jameel hacks at the meat on Diane’s plate, gives up, tears it with his fingers, and offers it to her. Meanwhile, Saeedah puts on her sneakers. With the door open, she stands outside and lets the below-zero air blow in.

“It’s pretty cold out there,” Diane calls to Saeedah. “Don’t you want a coat?”

Muneer’s growing annoyance with everyone in the room is like water on its way to boiling, minuscule bubbles in his chest popping, then larger ones, bursting pockets of anger. On the soap opera he watches most weekdays to improve his English, there is a psychologist whose three children are addicts, and it has dawned on him that he, Muneer, is a journalism student unable to uncover the truth of whatever is wrong with his wife and his life. Last week, he took the small reporter’s notebook out of his knapsack and stood at the bathroom mirror, interviewing himself.

“When did your wife begin behaving this way? How did she react when you didn’t have enough money to go home over the summer? Is there anything you could do to make things better?”

“I don’t know,” he told the mirror. “No comment.”

In his socked feet and sweatshirt, he joins his wife on the front porch, hugging himself for warmth while flakes of snow turn her hair white as an old lady’s. His teeth clack; it’s that cold. He has never felt so out of place.

“What’s going on?” he says.

She turns to him, looking lost. Like she doesn’t know what to tell him.

She steps off the porch. Muneer watches her leave a trail of footprints leading to the car. She revs the engine. He returns to his friends and his nearly finished meal.

“That was strange,” Jameel says.

“The rice is delicious,” Diane says to Muneer. “Is there orange peel in here?”

Jameel scoops spicy duqus onto his rice.

“No problem,” Muneer says. “She’ll be back soon.”

AIRMAIL

There is a gap in Muneer’s memory of Saeedah five or six or seven years wide. She was a dirt-faced, plait-haired little girl in the courtyard one minute, and the next, mashallah, a beautiful woman glimpsed from behind a screen.