Chapters (60)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Note to Reader
- Dedication
- I
- In prison
- The whitewashed walls
- The Leopard
- Even all night long
- I was working
- “As with rosy steps the morn”
- Dear Family,
- Canoe
- The Japanese garden
- Ghost Elephants
- On a Passenger Ferry
- Then Abraham
- Traveler
- Coyote
- Hawkins Stable
- II
- Who watches
- Time is matter here
- Earth and the Librarian
- Her car
- The World inside This One
- Poet
- (Two were seen leaving.)
- The treeless hill
- The just-born rabbits
- The valley
- On the bus
- The branches
- Red cloth
- III
- Don’t silence yourself, No te calles
- Eurydice who guides
- If a Person Visits Someone in a Dream, in Some Cultures the Dreamer Thanks Them
- I dropped a plate
- Desert Prison
- You ask,
- The Young Mother
- I thought It’s time
- On the CD, in the rainstorm
- Old love, I want to phone you
- Diana
- The older man among us
- He Disappeared into Complete Silence
- I am fain a page in the court of space
- IV
- Lucy
- My Work of Art
- Your Picture
- Outsider Art
- Notes
- About the Author
- Books by Jean Valentine
- Link
- Acknowledgments
- Special Thanks
Lucy, whose skeleton is approximately 3.2 million years old, whose genus and species are “Australopithecus afarensis, or ‘southern ape of Afar,’ after the region of Ethiopia where the bones were found,” was discovered in 1974, at Hadar in northern Ethiopia. “The Ethiopian people refer to her as ‘Dinkenesh,’ an Amharic language term meaning ‘You are beautiful.’”
Lucy
your secret book
that you leaned over and wrote just in the dirt—
Not having to have an ending
Not having to last
…in thy book all my members
were written, which in continuance
were fashioned, when as yet there
was none of them.
PSALM 139:16
Two hands
were all you owned
for food
for love
Now you own none, Lucy
nor no words
only
breath marks
breath marks
only
nor no words
Or what do you do now Lucy
for love?
Your eyeholes.
Lucy
my saxifrage that splits the rocks
wildgood
mother
you fill my center-hole
with bliss
No one is so tender in her scream
Wants me so much
Not just, but brings me to be Is
when I am close to death
and close to life
The spider
in her web three days
dead on the window Lucy
In the electricity of love, its lightning strike
or in its quiet hum in the thighs
like this little icebox here
not knowing any better
or in the dumb hum of the heater going on
little stirs in the room-tone
I rush outdoors into the air you are
Lucy
and you rush out to receive me
At last there you are
who I always knew was there
but almost died not
meeting
when my scraped-out child died Lucy
you hold her, all the time.
Lucy
when the dark bodies
dropped out of the towers
When Ruth died
and Grace
and Helen Ruth
And Iraq
and Iraq
And Nikolay
Lucy, when Jane in her last clothes
goes across with Chekhov
you are the ferryman, the monk
Ieronim
who throws your weight on the rope.
I wash my plate and spoon
as carefully as a priest.
Did you have a cup, Lucy?
O God who transcends time,
let Lucy have a cup.
You bodhisattva here-
with-us. You wanted to come back!
I’m afraid
and can’t pay attention
to it I’m
wild with heat and cold
and my head hurts:
The nine wild turkeys come up calmly to the porch
to see you, Lucy
My Work of Art
for Lucy
It’s a piece of brown wrapping paper
taped to the wall over the table
in this beautiful room with no pictures
First, written across the top:
“It was as if she was standing
across the road
waiting to see if anyone
wanted to get to know her.”
Then taped under that:
Du, der du weißt, und dessen weites Wissen
You who know, and whose vast knowing
is born of poverty, abundance of poverty—
make it so the poor are no longer
despised and thrown away.
Look at them standing about