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Chapters (50)
  1. 1. Weddings and funerals
  2. Weddings and funerals
  3. 2. A deep regret
  4. A deep regret
  5. 3. A bloody nightmare
  6. A bloody nightmare
  7. 4. The importance of traditions
  8. The importance of traditions
  9. 5. A walking angel
  10. A walking angel
  11. 6. Vicious little mouse
  12. Vicious little mouse
  13. 7. Walk of shame
  14. Walk of shame
  15. 8. Dogs and other animals
  16. Dogs and other animals
  17. 9. A cold-blooded killer
  18. A cold-blooded killer
  19. 10. Northport
  20. Northport
  21. 11. A gilded cage
  22. A gilded cage
  23. 12. Observation
  24. Observation
  25. 13. We bleed together
  26. We bleed together
  27. 14. Everyone had something
  28. Everyone had something
  29. 15. High end champagne
  30. High end champagne
  31. 16. Transgressions
  32. Transgressions
  33. 17. An entire bowl of bullshit
  34. An entire bowl of bullshit
  35. 18. Boundaries
  36. Boundaries
  37. 19. ‘Til death and beyond
  38. ‘Til death and beyond
  39. 20. How do you do it?
  40. How do you do it?
  41. 21. Only human
  42. Only human
  43. 22. The Disciples
  44. The Disciples
  45. 23. Done
  46. Done
  47. 24. At peace
  48. At peace
  49. Epilogue
  50. ACCEPTANCE.

It all started the evening before, and after ten sensual nights of exploring my body, I could safely say that I had discovered things about myself that surprised even me. One of the things I learned was that my nipples were unusually sensitive and it was possible to come from playing with them alone. My lips often throbbed when I thought about my husband’s hungry kisses. And I only ever pictured one thing when I was ready to touch heaven. The look on Ettore’s face when he came was always what sent me over the edge. Also, it was pretty apparent by now that I was indeed a closet exhibitionist.

Who would have known?

There was something extraordinarily daring about the role that was also oddly safe. My whole life, I only had one deep-seated fear. Rejection. And, here, in my bedroom, there was no chance of that. Whether I was being watched or not was still very much in question, but even if Ettore wasn’t viewing me, I still performed for him. Enthusiastically, at that.

But last night surpassed all others. When my performance ended and I lay wide-eye, panting and astonished by how quickly I managed to go from start to finish, I uttered a surprised, “Wow. That was…” My brain felt like mush. “Unexpected. Surprising, but a good surprise. That was a top-tier orgasm. Best so far. Like high end champagne.” Lightheaded, I puffed out, “Whoa.” And when I stood, making my way to the bathroom to clean up, I washed my hands and taunted my husband with a playful, “If I were you, I’d be worried.” I lifted my wet hand and wiggled my fingers in front of the mirror. “With fingers like these, I’m starting to wonder if I even need you anymore.”

So, the next morning, when I brought out a mug of coffee to Marco with a polite smile and a happy, “Good morning,” I was a little staggered when he took a mug, but held out an expensive looking matte black bag. I took it carefully with a cautious, “What’s this?” It had some weight to it.

Marco sipped at his coffee and shrugged lightly. “No idea. It arrived early this morning.”

Interesting.

Curious, I sat on the top step and fished the black rectangular box out of its bag. It had golden hinges and there was a golden spade symbol on the front with the letter A embossed into it. When I sat the box down and opened it, a golden bottle sat in its black velvet lining and it had me asking a quietly confused, “What is this?”

Marco whistled low. “That is Armand de Brignac.” I blinked up at him, puzzled. “Ace of Spades.” I shrugged. “Brut.” My brows rose in question and he sighed lightly at my obvious ignorance. “Champagne. Expensive champagne.”