Chapters (50)
- 1. Weddings and funerals
- Weddings and funerals
- 2. A deep regret
- A deep regret
- 3. A bloody nightmare
- A bloody nightmare
- 4. The importance of traditions
- The importance of traditions
- 5. A walking angel
- A walking angel
- 6. Vicious little mouse
- Vicious little mouse
- 7. Walk of shame
- Walk of shame
- 8. Dogs and other animals
- Dogs and other animals
- 9. A cold-blooded killer
- A cold-blooded killer
- 10. Northport
- Northport
- 11. A gilded cage
- A gilded cage
- 12. Observation
- Observation
- 13. We bleed together
- We bleed together
- 14. Everyone had something
- Everyone had something
- 15. High end champagne
- High end champagne
- 16. Transgressions
- Transgressions
- 17. An entire bowl of bullshit
- An entire bowl of bullshit
- 18. Boundaries
- Boundaries
- 19. ‘Til death and beyond
- ‘Til death and beyond
- 20. How do you do it?
- How do you do it?
- 21. Only human
- Only human
- 22. The Disciples
- The Disciples
- 23. Done
- Done
- 24. At peace
- At peace
- Epilogue
- ACCEPTANCE.
It all started the evening before, and after ten sensual nights of exploring my body, I could safely say that I had discovered things about myself that surprised even me. One of the things I learned was that my nipples were unusually sensitive and it was possible to come from playing with them alone. My lips often throbbed when I thought about my husband’s hungry kisses. And I only ever pictured one thing when I was ready to touch heaven. The look on Ettore’s face when he came was always what sent me over the edge. Also, it was pretty apparent by now that I was indeed a closet exhibitionist.
Who would have known?
There was something extraordinarily daring about the role that was also oddly safe. My whole life, I only had one deep-seated fear. Rejection. And, here, in my bedroom, there was no chance of that. Whether I was being watched or not was still very much in question, but even if Ettore wasn’t viewing me, I still performed for him. Enthusiastically, at that.
But last night surpassed all others. When my performance ended and I lay wide-eye, panting and astonished by how quickly I managed to go from start to finish, I uttered a surprised, “Wow. That was…” My brain felt like mush. “Unexpected. Surprising, but a good surprise. That was a top-tier orgasm. Best so far. Like high end champagne.” Lightheaded, I puffed out, “Whoa.” And when I stood, making my way to the bathroom to clean up, I washed my hands and taunted my husband with a playful, “If I were you, I’d be worried.” I lifted my wet hand and wiggled my fingers in front of the mirror. “With fingers like these, I’m starting to wonder if I even need you anymore.”
So, the next morning, when I brought out a mug of coffee to Marco with a polite smile and a happy, “Good morning,” I was a little staggered when he took a mug, but held out an expensive looking matte black bag. I took it carefully with a cautious, “What’s this?” It had some weight to it.
Marco sipped at his coffee and shrugged lightly. “No idea. It arrived early this morning.”
Interesting.
Curious, I sat on the top step and fished the black rectangular box out of its bag. It had golden hinges and there was a golden spade symbol on the front with the letter A embossed into it. When I sat the box down and opened it, a golden bottle sat in its black velvet lining and it had me asking a quietly confused, “What is this?”
Marco whistled low. “That is Armand de Brignac.” I blinked up at him, puzzled. “Ace of Spades.” I shrugged. “Brut.” My brows rose in question and he sighed lightly at my obvious ignorance. “Champagne. Expensive champagne.”