Back Bound to Him.
Chapters (50)
  1. 1. Weddings and funerals
  2. Weddings and funerals
  3. 2. A deep regret
  4. A deep regret
  5. 3. A bloody nightmare
  6. A bloody nightmare
  7. 4. The importance of traditions
  8. The importance of traditions
  9. 5. A walking angel
  10. A walking angel
  11. 6. Vicious little mouse
  12. Vicious little mouse
  13. 7. Walk of shame
  14. Walk of shame
  15. 8. Dogs and other animals
  16. Dogs and other animals
  17. 9. A cold-blooded killer
  18. A cold-blooded killer
  19. 10. Northport
  20. Northport
  21. 11. A gilded cage
  22. A gilded cage
  23. 12. Observation
  24. Observation
  25. 13. We bleed together
  26. We bleed together
  27. 14. Everyone had something
  28. Everyone had something
  29. 15. High end champagne
  30. High end champagne
  31. 16. Transgressions
  32. Transgressions
  33. 17. An entire bowl of bullshit
  34. An entire bowl of bullshit
  35. 18. Boundaries
  36. Boundaries
  37. 19. ‘Til death and beyond
  38. ‘Til death and beyond
  39. 20. How do you do it?
  40. How do you do it?
  41. 21. Only human
  42. Only human
  43. 22. The Disciples
  44. The Disciples
  45. 23. Done
  46. Done
  47. 24. At peace
  48. At peace
  49. Epilogue
  50. ACCEPTANCE.

Not long after, Zio Como approached the table and the moment I saw him coming to speak to me, I sat up eagerly. But when I opened my mouth to speak, I was rudely shut down with a hard look that warned me to stay silent.

My uncle spoke then, but the words were not for me. He looked to my husband and said, “I know what you must think of us. I, myself, am shocked by what has occurred here today. This is not the girl I raised. I can’t apologize enough to you and your family. I was not a part of this treachery and it pains me to say…” he looked at me then with heavy disappointment, “I don’t know this girl.”

And that was it. That was the moment my heart broke in two.

My ears rang and I struggled to breathe through the hurt.

When he went on to say, “She belongs to you now. Do what you must. I have washed my hands of her. She’s dead to me,” those broken pieces of my heart crumbled to dust.

My heartbeat slowed. Every shallow breath burned my lungs and when Zio Como walked away without even looking at me, my throat clogged with unshed tears. Seconds passed and my vision blurred. Not wanting Ettore to witness my tears, I turned my back to him as the first of them fell.

I don’t know how he knew, but from the corner of my eye, I saw something white appear. Between his fingers dangled a white linen napkin. Grateful but mortified, I took it and discreetly dabbed at my eyes.

By this point, the pressure in the hall grew until I thought my head would explode from it. The men on his side of the room were watching the men on my side with an eagle’s eye, waiting for one of them to merely look at someone the wrong way. A brawl was imminent and just when one of the Scala men rose from his table with a deadly look on his face, his fists balled, Ettore stood.

He held out his hand to me and, after the night I’d had, it would seem I was mentally beaten into submission, because I took it without prompting. He pulled me up and then, together, we were walking over to the empty space that was the dancefloor. My stomach dipped as he pulled me towards him, placed a stiff hand at my waist and began to sway us from side-to-side.

It took a moment for the music to catch up, but when the beginnings of Frank Sinatra’s The best is yet to come started to play, I could have died.

This was a sick joke, right? Who approved this song?

Both in bloodstained dress clothes, we slow danced while everyone watched us in dubious silence.