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Chapters (39)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for Hannah Begbie:
  3. Dedication
  4. Chapter 1
  5. Chapter 2
  6. Chapter 3
  7. Chapter 4
  8. Chapter 5
  9. Chapter 6
  10. Chapter 7
  11. Chapter 8
  12. Chapter 9
  13. Chapter 10
  14. Chapter 11
  15. Chapter 12
  16. Chapter 13
  17. Chapter 14
  18. Chapter 15
  19. Chapter 16
  20. Chapter 17
  21. Chapter 18
  22. Chapter 19
  23. Chapter 20
  24. Chapter 21
  25. Chapter 22
  26. Chapter 23
  27. Chapter 24
  28. Chapter 25
  29. Chapter 26
  30. Chapter 27
  31. Chapter 28
  32. Chapter 29
  33. Chapter 30
  34. Acknowledgements
  35. If you enjoyed Blurred Lines, keep reading for a taste of Hannah Begbie’s first novel Mother.
  36. PROLOGUE
  37. About the Author
  38. Also by Hannah Begbie
  39. About the Publisher

Becky reminds herself that this is one of life’s joyful moments. She takes her phone out of her pocket and puts it face-down on the sideboard, vowing not to look at it again while she is with her family. One day soon she will delete her Instagram app. Delete him.

‘We’ve been talking about what to do for Dad’s birthday. We’ve been making lists. You’ll be proud.’

‘So what are you thinking?’ says Becky.

‘I don’t know.’ Adam takes a seat next to her. ‘Something low key in the evening. At a pub, maybe? The room on top of The Three Bells?’

‘It’s quite small.’

‘I dunno, I went to take a look at it with Kate the Sunday before last. I think it’ll be fine. Kate’s mate had her thirtieth there.’

‘Kate’s mate,’ says Maisie. ‘I’m a fren of Ben. I’m a pal of Hal.’

Becky had seen their friend Kate for lunch since then, and Kate hadn’t said anything about it. Becky has no right to information from either of her friends, and more than that, any information proffered shouldn’t cause a dent beyond casual curiosity – and yet, something shifts and slips inside her, jarringly making space for new, as yet, unnamed possibilities.

‘This is your big 3-2,’ she says quickly. ‘Why don’t you get some of your friends together for a dinner party at your flat?’

‘He doesn’t want to cook on his own birthday, Mum,’ says Maisie.

‘Of course he does. He loves cooking.’

‘I might have the builders in doing some stuff, I don’t know, not sure yet,’ says Adam.

‘We’ll throw you a party, Dad,’ says Maisie, and gets up to leave.

‘Where are you going?’

‘Sorry, Mum. Gotta message Lily about some stuff,’ she says, loping out the door.

Becky pours coffee, pressing her hand tight over its lid. She finds herself absorbed in the tiny bubbles sliding over the black water.

‘So, have you got any Danish blood?’ asks Adam.

‘What?’

‘Some boy’s been teasing Maisie about her height. I think he may have been trying to compliment her, but she’s still annoyed.’

‘Dad was tall. You’d have to ask him. Oh no you can’t: he fucked off to Malaga.’

Adam laughs. There is an awkward pause, something charged in the air. ‘Maisie asked me to move in,’ he says.

‘Of course she did. She loves you.’

‘She likes it when we’re all together.’

‘You know it’s not that simple. Remember what happened at Christmas?’

‘It was a great Christmas.’

‘It really was,’ says Becky. ‘But the look on her face when the time came for you to go home.’