Chapters (42)
- Title Page
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Acknowledgements
- Also by Kim Harrison
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
- Cover
Hope mixed with melancholy, and I crossed the room to give him a hug. “Are you ready to go?” I asked him. Matalina wanted him to burn their home.
Jenks’s eyes flicked down to the glass in his hand. “Not yet.”
I took the solstice light out of his hand. “I missed you, Jenks,” I said, giving him a hug and shocking myself when I found wings back there. “Just for that breath of time I thought you were gone. Don’t do that to me again.”
He took a breath, then another. It came ragged, full of his emotion. “I miss her so much,” he said, and suddenly he was holding me tight as he cried angry sobs into my hair. “I miss her so damn much.”
So I held him, my own tears falling anew as we gave comfort to each other. It had been worth it. All the blackness on my soul was worth this. And no one would convince me that this was damning. It couldn’t be.
Twenty-five
Twenty-five
There was a hollow place in my middle that wasn’t from not having eaten all day. The sun was nearing the horizon, and the leaves that hadn’t been burned were stark against the blue and pink of sunset. Almost like an oil, the scent of ash coated me. The heat from Jenks’s stump burning was a gentle warmth this close to the ground instead of the expected inferno.
To one side of me, Pierce stood, his hands clasped before him with a white-knuckled strength, his expression pained from a memory he wouldn’t share. Sunset would be here soon, and he’d ignored all my suggestions to leave. He claimed Al would leave him alone as long as he was “protecting” me. I didn’t need protecting. Okay, maybe I did.
One of Jenks’s returning children had given Pierce a heavier coat, garden stained and looking like it hadn’t been washed since last fall. It went all the way to the ground, and Pierce looked odd with his dirty bare feet peeping out from under it.
Jenks was a tortured presence at my other side as his home burned with Matalina inside it. Tears glittered into dust as they fell from him, a pure silver that gave him an unreal glow, almost as if he were a ghost. Each breath was pained, rising from deep within him, hurting.
His children were in the garden, silent. All but Jax had returned, their grief tempered with the unknown. Never had a pixy tried to live past his or her spouse, and though happy they were together, there was no understanding of what came next—joyful that their father was alive, yet mourning their mother. They were confused, not understanding how they could be both.