The flames took on rims of blue and green as the rooms laden with pixy dust caught, a funnel of heat making the flame swirl into a spire, as if reaching for the heavens. Jenks’s fingers brushed mine and took them. Fire cleansed, but nothing could stop the heartache.

“Tears could not be equal, if I wept diamonds from the skies,” Jenks whispered, empty and bereft. “My word silent, though I should howl. Muffled by death, my wings can’t lift me high enough to find you. I feel you within. Unaware of my pain. Not knowing why I mourn.”

He lifted his eyes to mine, a glimmer of tears showing. “And why I breathe alone.”

I shifted my bare feet, cold on the earth. I wasn’t a poet. I had no words. Tears blurred my sight as we stood and watched his life burn.

Today had been harder than anything I’d ever endured, watching Jenks’s children come home, one by one, each not knowing why they were drawn back or how to react. I could imagine what usually happened to the lonely souls that were cast into the world, hurting and alone. Watching them realize that they had one another to share their grief with was both painful and a joy. Jenks was the binding force, the gravity that had brought them back. Even the fairies, now released from their prison to find food, were subdued.

“I’m sorry, Jenks,” I whispered when the flames grew higher, warming my face but for the tear tracks. “I want you to stay in the desk.”

Taking a deep breath, his wings shifted, then stilled, lying like gossamer on his back. Saying nothing, he pulled his hand from mine and looked up at the faint noise the fairies were making as they hunted for spiders in the chill evening. Apparently their wings were why they destroyed a garden in their efforts to reach food, and they were amazed by their new dexterity, relishing being able to duck into small places. Better yet, they weren’t damaging the garden.

“No thank you,” Jenks said, his voice low as he watched the trees. “I couldn’t live in the stump anyway.” His faint smile was because of parental pride. “The kids will be fine. They have huts all over the garden. I’ll just sleep in my office.”

I couldn’t bear thinking of him setting up residence in the flowerpot he’d turned into an office at the edge of the property. I was itching to push him into taking the potion that Ceri had made to turn small things big, but I daren’t mention it yet. I shivered, and Jenks turned from the fire, his shoulders slumping. “You should get big again. It’s too cold out here for you.”

“I’m fine,” I said, clearly not.