Back Before You Were Gone
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-one
  24. Twenty-two
  25. Twenty-three
  26. Twenty-four
  27. Twenty-five
  28. Twenty-six
  29. Twenty-seven
  30. Twenty-eight
  31. Twenty-nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-one
  34. Thirty-two
  35. Thirty-three
  36. Thirty-four
  37. Thirty-five
  38. Thirty-six
  39. Thirty-seven
  40. Thirty-eight
  41. Thirty-nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-one
  44. Forty-two
  45. Forty-three
  46. Forty-four
  47. Forty-five
  48. Forty-six
  49. Forty-seven
  50. Forty-eight
  51. Forty-nine
  52. Fifty
  53. Fifty-one
  54. Acknowledgements
  55. An Eastbourne Murder Mystery
  56. Canelo Crime
  57. About the Author
  58. Also by Sheila Bugler

Emer wanted to tell the woman she wasn’t surprised. Michael Holden was a murderer and his wife was complicit in that murder. They didn’t deserve a happy marriage after what they’d done.

Instead, for the first time since she’d stepped inside the room, Emer felt in control.

‘Maeve is here,’ she said. ‘She’s in a hotel in Polegate, waiting for me to call her. She doesn’t know I’ve come to meet you. We should go and see her so you can tell her what happened to Lucy. She deserves to know the truth.’

Forty-five minutes later, Kitty was parking her Mini Clubman in the car park of a boutique hotel just off the A27.

‘I’ve heard of this place,’ Kitty said, getting out of the car. ‘But I haven’t been before. Maeve must have money if she can afford to stay here.’

The hotel was in the grounds of an eighteenth-century coaching inn. A plaque on the wall informed visitors that the inn had been ‘sensitively’ restored and converted four years ago.

‘I hope she’s here,’ Emer said, as they approached the elegant building. ‘She sounded a bit funny when I spoke to her earlier.’

‘You’re absolutely sure she wants to see me?’

‘I think so,’ Emer said. ‘It was just the shock, you know? But you’re the reason she’s here, Kitty. She’s spent her whole life wondering what happened to Lucy. Now she’s finally got a chance to find out. I can’t imagine what that must feel like.’

They were inside the hotel now, standing in the lobby.

‘She said she’d be in the bar,’ Emer said. ‘That looks like the bar over there.’

They found Maeve sitting at a table by the window that overlooked the grounds at the back of the hotel. Emer stood back, letting Kitty approach her first.

‘Hello Maeve.’

Maeve stood up, but when Kitty leaned forward to give her a hug, she stepped sideways, avoiding contact.

‘It really is you.’ She frowned. ‘I don’t think I fully believed it when Emer called to tell me.’

‘Are you okay?’ Emer asked. Maeve seemed tense, and she looked as if she wanted to scratch Kitty’s eyes out.

‘Of course I’m not okay,’ Maeve said. ‘You can’t be okay, either. This is… this is fucked up.’ She looked at Kitty. ‘You know why I’m here. Do you know what happened to her?’

‘Yes,’ Kitty whispered.

‘Jesus. Oh Jesus. Okay. Emer, do you mind if I do this alone?’

‘If that’s what you want,’ Emer said. ‘Of course. Kitty, is that okay with you?’