Back Before You Were Gone Save as PDF
Chapters (58)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. One
  4. Two
  5. Three
  6. Four
  7. Five
  8. Six
  9. Seven
  10. Eight
  11. Nine
  12. Ten
  13. Eleven
  14. Twelve
  15. Thirteen
  16. Fourteen
  17. Fifteen
  18. Sixteen
  19. Seventeen
  20. Eighteen
  21. Nineteen
  22. Twenty
  23. Twenty-one
  24. Twenty-two
  25. Twenty-three
  26. Twenty-four
  27. Twenty-five
  28. Twenty-six
  29. Twenty-seven
  30. Twenty-eight
  31. Twenty-nine
  32. Thirty
  33. Thirty-one
  34. Thirty-two
  35. Thirty-three
  36. Thirty-four
  37. Thirty-five
  38. Thirty-six
  39. Thirty-seven
  40. Thirty-eight
  41. Thirty-nine
  42. Forty
  43. Forty-one
  44. Forty-two
  45. Forty-three
  46. Forty-four
  47. Forty-five
  48. Forty-six
  49. Forty-seven
  50. Forty-eight
  51. Forty-nine
  52. Fifty
  53. Fifty-one
  54. Acknowledgements
  55. An Eastbourne Murder Mystery
  56. Canelo Crime
  57. About the Author
  58. Also by Sheila Bugler

Behind them, somewhere in the dark night, Kitty could hear them. The men’s voices, shouting to each other as they scanned the countryside, searching for the two girls who’d run out of the house. The roar of a car engine as it started up. She knew the men weren’t going to stop until they’d found the two girls who shouldn’t have been there.

Her stomach heaved. Vomit rose up her throat but she swallowed it down. Images she didn’t want to think about stuck inside her head. If she had a knife right now she’d slice her head open and scoop it all out until there was nothing left.

‘Was that sex?’ Lucy asked. ‘Is that what they were doing up there?’

‘Don’t be stupid.’

‘I’m not stupid.’

‘Yes you are.’ She felt the rage burning through her.

‘Shut up.’

‘You shut up,’ Kitty snarled. ‘Or I’ll make you.’

‘Why are you being so mean to me?’ Lucy said.

‘Because you’re stupid! You’re a stupid little crybaby who never stops moaning. Your parents let you get away with it because they spoil you and they’re scared of doing anything to upset you, so they let you do whatever you want.’

‘That’s not true!’

Lucy shoved her and she stumbled backwards, just managing not to fall.

Vaguely, she was aware of the car coming towards them. Flashes of light illuminating the countryside in the distance. The rumble of the engine, getting closer.

‘My parents love me, that’s all. But you wouldn’t know what that’s like, would you? Your mother has sex with Mr O’Brien and your father’s a loser who spends all his free time in the pub. And I know she hits you because Emer’s told Maeve that your mother doesn’t love you, not even a tiny little bit.’

The rage roared up inside her, she couldn’t help it. She ran forward, screaming loudly, and shoved her hands into Lucy’s stomach. Lucy flew back and, just for a moment, it was the best feeling to watch her friend fall and know she’d pushed Lucy harder than Lucy had managed to push her.

But the moment passed. Bright lights appeared around the bend in the road. Lucy’s body, captured in the lights so she looked like an angel as she fell. A thud as her body landed on the ground and the startling, shocking collision of noises. The roar of the car’s engine, the screeching of the brakes, and the unforgettable crunching sound of a body being crushed under the weight of the car.

Twenty-six