Back Before She Was Found
Chapters (100)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise for the novels of Heather Gudenkauf
  4. Praise for Not a Sound
  5. About the Author
  6. Booklist
  7. Dedication
  8. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  9. Monday, April 16, 2018
  10. Case #92-10945
  11. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  12. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  13. Case #92-10945
  14. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  15. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  16. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  17. Case #92-10945
  18. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  19. Case #92-10945
  20. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  21. Case #92-10945
  22. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  23. Case #92-10945
  24. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Thomas Petit—Grandfather Of Jordyn Petit
  25. Case #92-10945
  26. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  27. Case #92-10945
  28. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  29. Case #92-10945
  30. Text Message Exchange Between Clint Phelps, Abby Ridgewood And Ryan Maren
  31. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  32. Case #92-10945
  33. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  34. Case #92-10945
  35. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  36. Case #92-10945
  37. Case #92-10945
  38. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  39. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  40. Case #92-10945
  41. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  42. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  43. Case #92-10945
  44. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson
  45. Case #92-10945
  46. Case #92-10945
  47. Case #92-10945
  48. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  49. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  50. Case #92-10945
  51. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  52. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  53. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  54. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  55. Case #92-10945
  56. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  57. Case #92-10945
  58. Case #92-10945
  59. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  60. Case #92-10945
  61. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  62. Case #92-10945
  63. Case #92-10945
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  66. Case #92-10945
  67. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  68. Case #92-10945
  69. Case #92-10945
  70. Thomas Petit Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  71. Case #92-10945
  72. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  73. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Gabe Shannon
  74. Case #92-10945
  75. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  76. Case #92-10945
  77. Case #92-10945
  78. Case #92-10945
  79. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  80. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Robert Peale—Attorney For Jordyn Petit
  81. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  82. Case #92-10945
  83. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Keith Grady
  84. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  85. Thomas Petit Thursday, April 19, 2018
  86. Case #92-10945
  87. Beth Crow Thursday, April 19, 2018
  88. Text Message Exchange Between Nikki Dobric, Max Crow, Clint Phelps And Ryan Moren
  89. Case #92-10945
  90. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  91. Five Months Later
  92. Thomas Petit September 14, 2018
  93. Beth Crow September 14, 2018
  94. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  95. Sept 14 2018
  96. Acknowledgments
  97. Before She Was Found Reader’s Guide
  98. Questions For Discussion
  99. A Conversation With The Author
  100. Excerpt

Once outside, Officer Grady turns to Max. “Stay away from that Phelps boy, understand? He’s nothing but trouble.”

“I will, no problem,” Max agrees. I hope that Officer Grady’s warning is enough. I’ve tried telling Max that for months. Maybe the way Clint was teasing Violet in the conference room has finally revealed his true colors to Max.

To me, Officer Grady says, “Listen, I understand we’re dealing with kids here and I’m trying to be sensitive to what Violet has been through, but I’m running an investigation. You understand that, don’t you?”

“I’m trying,” I say, trying to keep the irritation I feel from creeping into my words. “But I have to take care of my children. They’re my top priority.”

Grady opens the back door of the police car and Violet and Max climb inside. I’m about to join them when he stops me with a hand on my shoulder. “Yeah, and Cora Landry and the safety of everyone in this community is my priority. I’m going to have to ask the hard questions and the sooner I can do that, the faster we’ll catch this guy,” he says. “And I can’t ask Violet these questions unless I have your permission and support.”

I nod. I know he’s just doing his job. Maybe it’s the small size of the department or that they don’t have a lot of violent crimes to investigate, but so far I’m not impressed.

“I’ll talk to Violet,” I say wearily. “I know she wants to help Cora, too. She just needs some rest.”

“Thank you,” Grady says and I get inside the vehicle. Violet and Max are sitting low in their seats, keeping their heads down—Violet, trying to hide her tears, and Max, trying to make himself invisible to anyone passing by who might know him. I close my eyes and lift my face to the sun’s weak warmth—so different from the persistent, unrelenting sunshine back in New Mexico—and for the first time since our car broke down leaving us stranded outside of town, I regret coming to Pitch.

Case #92-10945

Case #92-10945

Conversation dated November 17, 2017,
via DarkestDoor.com

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