Chapters (100)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise for the novels of Heather Gudenkauf
- Praise for Not a Sound
- About the Author
- Booklist
- Dedication
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
- Monday, April 16, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
- Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Thomas Petit—Grandfather Of Jordyn Petit
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Text Message Exchange Between Clint Phelps, Abby Ridgewood And Ryan Maren
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
- Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Thomas Petit Wednesday, April 18, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Gabe Shannon
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Case #92-10945
- Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
- Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Robert Peale—Attorney For Jordyn Petit
- Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Keith Grady
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Thomas Petit Thursday, April 19, 2018
- Case #92-10945
- Beth Crow Thursday, April 19, 2018
- Text Message Exchange Between Nikki Dobric, Max Crow, Clint Phelps And Ryan Moren
- Case #92-10945
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Five Months Later
- Thomas Petit September 14, 2018
- Beth Crow September 14, 2018
- Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
- Sept 14 2018
- Acknowledgments
- Before She Was Found Reader’s Guide
- Questions For Discussion
- A Conversation With The Author
- Excerpt
Dr. Soto and the officer move toward me and for an instant I want to run. If they can’t catch me they won’t be able to give me the news. My thoughts travel to the darkest corners: collapsed lungs, a brain bleed, a ruptured spleen, internal injuries that might have gone undetected. I can’t catch my breath and as they draw closer I press myself more closely to the wall, trying to make myself smaller, trying to disappear.
“Ms. Crow,” the officer begins.
My eyes are on Dr. Soto, who must recognize my terror and lays a reassuring hand on my shoulder. “Violet’s fine,” he says.
I want to cry. I want to lash out at them for scaring me so badly. “What is it?” I ask, unable to keep the anger from my voice but instantly I’m sorry for it. “Is it Cora, then? Is she okay?”
Officer Grady ignores my question. “I really need to ask Violet a few questions,” he says. “We need to get as much information about what happened as possible.”
“I told him that he needed to talk with you first before speaking with her,” Dr. Soto says before excusing himself.
“I don’t know,” I hesitate. “She’s in shock. I don’t think she’s in any condition to talk to anyone. She tried to say something at the train yard but I couldn’t hear what it was. Maybe one of the other cops heard what she said.” Officer Grady shifts from foot to foot, runs a thumb across his lips but doesn’t say anything. “What?” I ask. “Do you know something? Did she say who did this?”
“I just really need to question your daughter. The more time that passes, the harder it will be to work out what happened. Do I have your permission to talk to Violet?”
“No,” I say. “No one is talking to Violet. Not until you tell me what you know. Who is he?” Again, the worst pinballs through my head. A sex trafficking ring, a deranged drifter, a serial killer. “If you won’t tell me, I want to talk to someone who will.”
“One of the other officers did hear Violet say some names,” Officer Grady tells me, though I know he doesn’t want to.
“Names?” My stomach clenches again. “There was more than one person?” It’s bad enough to think that one horrible person attacked Violet and Cora, but the thought that there were two monsters is too much.
“Yeah, Violet said two names. Joseph Wither and something that sounded like George or Jordan.”
“Jesus.” I lean against the wall for support. “Jordyn Petit. She’s a friend of Violet’s. She must have been there, too. Did you find her? Is she okay?”
“I don’t know anything about another girl but we have a guy back in Pitch checking into it.”