Back Before She Was Found
Chapters (100)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise for the novels of Heather Gudenkauf
  4. Praise for Not a Sound
  5. About the Author
  6. Booklist
  7. Dedication
  8. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  9. Monday, April 16, 2018
  10. Case #92-10945
  11. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  12. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  13. Case #92-10945
  14. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  15. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  16. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  17. Case #92-10945
  18. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  19. Case #92-10945
  20. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  21. Case #92-10945
  22. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  23. Case #92-10945
  24. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Thomas Petit—Grandfather Of Jordyn Petit
  25. Case #92-10945
  26. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  27. Case #92-10945
  28. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  29. Case #92-10945
  30. Text Message Exchange Between Clint Phelps, Abby Ridgewood And Ryan Maren
  31. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  32. Case #92-10945
  33. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  34. Case #92-10945
  35. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  36. Case #92-10945
  37. Case #92-10945
  38. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  39. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  40. Case #92-10945
  41. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  42. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  43. Case #92-10945
  44. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson
  45. Case #92-10945
  46. Case #92-10945
  47. Case #92-10945
  48. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  49. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  50. Case #92-10945
  51. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  52. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  53. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  54. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  55. Case #92-10945
  56. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  57. Case #92-10945
  58. Case #92-10945
  59. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  60. Case #92-10945
  61. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  62. Case #92-10945
  63. Case #92-10945
  64. Case #92-10945
  65. Case #92-10945
  66. Case #92-10945
  67. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  68. Case #92-10945
  69. Case #92-10945
  70. Thomas Petit Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  71. Case #92-10945
  72. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  73. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Gabe Shannon
  74. Case #92-10945
  75. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  76. Case #92-10945
  77. Case #92-10945
  78. Case #92-10945
  79. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  80. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Robert Peale—Attorney For Jordyn Petit
  81. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  82. Case #92-10945
  83. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Keith Grady
  84. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  85. Thomas Petit Thursday, April 19, 2018
  86. Case #92-10945
  87. Beth Crow Thursday, April 19, 2018
  88. Text Message Exchange Between Nikki Dobric, Max Crow, Clint Phelps And Ryan Moren
  89. Case #92-10945
  90. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  91. Five Months Later
  92. Thomas Petit September 14, 2018
  93. Beth Crow September 14, 2018
  94. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  95. Sept 14 2018
  96. Acknowledgments
  97. Before She Was Found Reader’s Guide
  98. Questions For Discussion
  99. A Conversation With The Author
  100. Excerpt

“She’ll love it,” Thomas says, but what does he know about what twelve-year-olds think is cool. Jordyn shrugs, unconvinced.

The remainder of the journey to the hospital is spent in mostly nervous silence. Jordyn busies herself with arranging the bracelet-making kit inside a gift bag fluffed with sparkly tissue paper and by signing a card with the picture of a cat, paw wrapped in a bandage and a plastic cone around her neck. I hope you get to feeling purrfect again soon.

“Cora really likes cats,” Jordyn says, sliding the sealed envelope into the bag. “Maybe I could get her a kitten,” Jordyn says. “That would really cheer her up.”

“I don’t think Cora’s mom and dad would feel quite the same way.” Thomas grins. “It’s a nice thought, though.”

“But what if her mom and dad say it’s okay?” Jordyn asks.

“I think the present you picked out will be just fine,” Thomas says firmly as the hospital comes into sight and they stare up at the glass-and-steel structure.

“It’s so big,” Jordyn says. “Is the whole building really just for kids?” she asks.

“That’s what I hear,” Thomas says as he pulls into the parking garage. “I guess if I was sick this wouldn’t be such a bad place to stay, huh?”

They exit the parking ramp at street level and enter through the hospital lobby. Jordyn runs ahead to the elevators and waits for her grandfather to catch up with her. Thomas takes his time. The hospital is huge and she knows he has to conserve his energy or Jordyn will have to push him out of here in a wheelchair. The elevator doors open and a woman and girl step out. The girl, about Jordyn’s age, is hairless and has a wide moon face courtesy of prednisone. Jordyn gives them a shy smile and moves aside to let them pass, her eyes lingering on their retreating backs. Together they step onto the elevator and Jordyn waits until the doors close before speaking.

“Do you think she has cancer?” she asks.

“That would be my guess,” Thomas says, leaning against the elevator wall.

“Do you think her mom gets to stay with her while she’s here? When she gets chemo?”

“It didn’t used to be that way. Parents would have to stay in guest lodging or go home when their child was in the hospital. But nowadays parents can stay right in the room with them.”

Jordyn thinks about this for a moment. “If my kid was sick I would never leave them. No matter what. Even if they told me I had to.”