Back Before She Was Found
Chapters (100)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise for the novels of Heather Gudenkauf
  4. Praise for Not a Sound
  5. About the Author
  6. Booklist
  7. Dedication
  8. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  9. Monday, April 16, 2018
  10. Case #92-10945
  11. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  12. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  13. Case #92-10945
  14. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  15. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  16. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  17. Case #92-10945
  18. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  19. Case #92-10945
  20. Thomas Petit Monday, April 16, 2018
  21. Case #92-10945
  22. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  23. Case #92-10945
  24. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Thomas Petit—Grandfather Of Jordyn Petit
  25. Case #92-10945
  26. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  27. Case #92-10945
  28. Beth Crow Monday, April 16, 2018
  29. Case #92-10945
  30. Text Message Exchange Between Clint Phelps, Abby Ridgewood And Ryan Maren
  31. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  32. Case #92-10945
  33. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  34. Case #92-10945
  35. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  36. Case #92-10945
  37. Case #92-10945
  38. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  39. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  40. Case #92-10945
  41. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  42. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  43. Case #92-10945
  44. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson
  45. Case #92-10945
  46. Case #92-10945
  47. Case #92-10945
  48. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  49. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  50. Case #92-10945
  51. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  52. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  53. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  54. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  55. Case #92-10945
  56. Beth Crow Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  57. Case #92-10945
  58. Case #92-10945
  59. Thomas Petit Tuesday, April 17, 2018
  60. Case #92-10945
  61. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  62. Case #92-10945
  63. Case #92-10945
  64. Case #92-10945
  65. Case #92-10945
  66. Case #92-10945
  67. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  68. Case #92-10945
  69. Case #92-10945
  70. Thomas Petit Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  71. Case #92-10945
  72. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  73. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Gabe Shannon
  74. Case #92-10945
  75. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  76. Case #92-10945
  77. Case #92-10945
  78. Case #92-10945
  79. Text Message Exchange Between Jordyn Petit And Violet Crow
  80. Interview Of Jordyn Petit, Pitch Police Department Officer Bree Wilson, Robert Peale—Attorney For Jordyn Petit
  81. Beth Crow Wednesday, April 18, 2018
  82. Case #92-10945
  83. Interview Of John Dover, Pitch Police Department Officer Keith Grady
  84. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  85. Thomas Petit Thursday, April 19, 2018
  86. Case #92-10945
  87. Beth Crow Thursday, April 19, 2018
  88. Text Message Exchange Between Nikki Dobric, Max Crow, Clint Phelps And Ryan Moren
  89. Case #92-10945
  90. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  91. Five Months Later
  92. Thomas Petit September 14, 2018
  93. Beth Crow September 14, 2018
  94. Dr. Madeline Gideon September 14, 2018
  95. Sept 14 2018
  96. Acknowledgments
  97. Before She Was Found Reader’s Guide
  98. Questions For Discussion
  99. A Conversation With The Author
  100. Excerpt

I slide my arm around her shoulders. “He won’t. I promise you there is no way I’m going to let anyone hurt you, but you have to talk to Officer Grady. You have to help him find the people who hurt Cora so they can’t hurt anyone ever again. Okay?”

“I don’t think I can,” she says, looking helplessly up at me.

“Of course you can. You’re my brave girl, right?”

“You can’t catch someone who is already dead, can you?” she asks and it takes me a second to realize she’s serious. She thinks a ghost or a ghoul, whatever this Joseph Wither is, stabbed her best friend and evaporated into thin air.

“Who else was there, Violet? Who else hurt Cora?”

She hesitates but finally speaks. “Jordyn.”

“Jordyn?” I repeat. “Jordyn helped stab Cora?”

Violet shakes her head. “No. I don’t think so. I don’t know. We were just going to play a joke on Cora. Scare her, but Cora wasn’t scared. She said she already knew that we were going to play a trick on her—that she wasn’t scared one bit. That she knew that Wither wasn’t going to hurt her. He loved her.” Violet pauses in her story to take a deep breath.

“Jordyn called her crazy, said he wasn’t real, and Cora said he was. Jordyn pushed Cora down. Hard. She fell against the train tracks. That’s when I ran. I ran and hid.”

I’m afraid to speak. Afraid that my voice will interrupt Violet’s train of thought and she’ll stop talking. But I have so many questions. When I’m sure that Violet isn’t going to go on, I say, “If Jordyn pushed Cora down, don’t you think it makes sense she stabbed her, too?”

Violet shakes her head. “No, Jordyn ran away, too. I saw her run.”

“But she could have come back, right?”

“I saw something moving through the grass. It was going toward Cora. She was sitting on the tracks holding her arm and crying.” Violet shivers and presses her face into my neck. “I couldn’t watch. I ran away but I heard the screams. I swear someone else was there. It was him. It was Joseph Wither.”

“Oh, Violet,” I say, holding her more tightly. “You have to tell Officer Grady all of this. You have to tell him everything.”

“But Jordyn will hate me. She told me not to say anything.”

“When? When did she tell you this?” I ask. I had no idea that Jordyn and Violet had even spoken since the overnight.

“She called the house last night. We talked for just a second.” Violet sniffles. “She told me not to say anything about their fight. She said if I was her friend I wouldn’t say a word.”