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  1. Be Careful What You Wish For
  2. VIVIEN BROWN
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter 1
  5. PRUE
  6. Chapter 2
  7. MADI
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. PRUE
  11. Chapter 5
  12. MADI
  13. Chapter 6
  14. Chapter 7
  15. PRUE
  16. Chapter 8
  17. MADI
  18. Chapter 9
  19. PRUE
  20. Chapter 10
  21. Chapter 11
  22. MADI
  23. Chapter 12
  24. PRUE
  25. Chapter 13
  26. Chapter 14
  27. MADI
  28. Chapter 15
  29. Chapter 16
  30. PRUE
  31. Chapter 17
  32. MADI
  33. Chapter 18
  34. PRUE
  35. Chapter 19
  36. Chapter 20
  37. MADI
  38. Chapter 21
  39. PRUE
  40. Chapter 22
  41. MADI
  42. Chapter 23
  43. Chapter 24
  44. PRUE
  45. Chapter 25
  46. MADI
  47. Chapter 26
  48. PRUE
  49. Chapter 27
  50. Chapter 28
  51. MADI
  52. Chapter 29
  53. PRUE
  54. Chapter 30
  55. MADI
  56. Chapter 31
  57. PRUE
  58. Chapter 32
  59. Chapter 33
  60. MADI
  61. Chapter 34
  62. Chapter 35
  63. PRUE
  64. Chapter 36
  65. MADI
  66. Chapter 37
  67. PRUE
  68. Chapter 38
  69. MADI
  70. Chapter 39
  71. Chapter 40
  72. PRUE
  73. Chapter 41
  74. MADI
  75. Chapter 42
  76. Chapter 43
  77. PRUE
  78. Chapter 44
  79. MADI
  80. Acknowledgements
  81. About the Author
  82. Also by Vivien Brown
  83. About the Publisher

‘That’s a good thing, isn’t it?’

‘It is, so long as I don’t stuff myself to the point of obesity.’

‘Madi, I somehow can’t see that happening. You strike me as a woman who knows how to look her best.’

‘All those years in the public eye, I suppose, where appearance is all. Can’t go on stage without the right costume, every hair in its place, the full make-up … I’ve spent my life putting on a serious face or a tragic face or a laughing face, no matter how I might feel inside. I’ve lost weight for a part, padded up for others. It’s all a façade. A charade. Sometimes I forget who the real Madi Cardew is.’

‘And have you found her now?’

‘That’s why I’m here. To escape for a while, to let myself breathe. And it’s working, Tom. Or I hope it is. There’s something about having cancer that changes your view of life, you know. Brings things into focus. The things that have been pushed aside, forgotten.’

‘Like?’

‘Like people. Friendships. Even Patty there. You shouldn’t mock her, you know. She’s tried so hard to be nice to me. Welcomed me into the village. Okay, she can be a bit … in your face, but she’s a good woman. She’s genuine, if you know what I mean, which I have to say a lot of actors aren’t. It’s all me, me, me. And I’ve been guilty of that too, I’m sure. Suddenly my acting life seems a bit superficial, a long way removed from reality. And here … well, this is real life, isn’t it? A village show, open fields, a sick cat, scones and jam …’

‘Okay, I get the hint.’ He stood up and felt in his pocket for his wallet. ‘Scones it is. And a sandwich or two. And tea with two sugars, right? See, I remembered. Sit and enjoy the peace and quiet while you can. The hordes will be joining us out here soon enough.’

He was right, of course. He had no sooner disappeared inside than a string of villagers began to wander into the garden, nodding hello as they rushed to bag a table before they all filled up. Ralph and Sian stopped to ask after Flo and to introduce Ralph’s brother Joe who shook Madi’s hand but looked far too distracted to stop and chat.

‘Oh, don’t mind him,’ Sian said when he’d wandered back inside to get their tea. ‘He can be a moody sod when he wants to be. Not really his thing, this, but their dad wanted them both here in case he won the wine contest. I’m surprised Joe came, to be honest, as he and his dad are hardly speaking these days, but old habits die hard and I think he was hoping Prue might turn up.’

‘Not likely. As far as I know, she’s still at my place, and will be for another two weeks at least.’

‘Ah, but he doesn’t know that. She never did tell him where she went. Or for how long.’