Chapters (52)
- Cover
- Praise for
- Berkley Titles by Ali Brady
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- 1
- 2
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 3
- 4
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 5
- 6
- 7
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 8
- 9
- 10
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 11
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 12
- 13
- 14
- 15
- 16
- 17
- 18
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 19
- 20
- 21
- 22
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 23
- 24
- 25
- 26
- BOOKFRIENDS
- 27
- 28
- 29
- 30
- 31
- Ryan
- Acknowledgments
- Readers Guide
- Discussion Questions
- Excerpt from Until Next Summer
- Jessie
- About the Author
- What’s next onyour reading list?
Mom rattles on about Darrell and his time-share in Puerto Vallarta, how she got auburn highlights and bought a new sundress that accentuates her figure. I’m only half listening—until she says something about Georgia meeting her in Mexico.
What? I mouth to my sister, who gets a guilty look on her face and shrugs.
Mom has run out of topics to ramble about. “I’d better get back to Darrell,” she says. “Love you! Kisses and hugs!”
“Love you, too,” I say, but she’s already hung up.
I sigh again; I do love her—but that doesn’t mean I think she’s a healthy person to be close to.
I hand my sister the phone. “You’re going to Mexico?”
“Probably not,” Georgia says, shrugging. “Flights are expensive, and I can’t miss too many classes, but I want to meet Darrell. It sounds like this relationship is the real deal, Jo.”
I grimace. “Which is what she always says. Please tell me you see that.”
My voice is getting snippy—because I’m worried. Georgia, despite taking an entire course in family therapy, doesn’t recognize how damaged our upbringing was. She loves our mom when she’s like this, fun and enthusiastic, albeit a tad flighty and judgmental. But it’s like she forgets that at any moment, Fun Mom could morph into Absent Mom, then into Heartbroken Mom, and there’s nothing we can do.
I can feel my body tensing, like I’m bracing for impact. It’s how I always felt growing up, constantly on guard, never able to fully relax.
“Darrell is good for her,” Georgia insists. “He’s got her playing pickleball, he helped clean out her apartment—”
“Poor man,” I say under my breath.
Georgia’s face is flushed. “She’s going to therapy and taking care of herself and now she’s met a great guy—”
“Like all the other great guys?”
She presses her lips together, then shifts into that exasperating professional tone. “Maybe you should explore why you’re distrustful of relationships, Jojo—Mom’s right, you haven’t dated anyone for a while. And when you do date, you never let yourself get emotionally attached. Why do you think that is?”
I fold my arms and match her tone. “Hmm. What could possibly be the reason, Dr. Klein?”
Georgia swallows. “Okay, Mom wasn’t exactly a shining example of healthy relationships. But this time is different. I don’t understand why you’re not happy that she’s doing well.”
Because I know what happens next, when the knight in shining armor leaves. She’ll chase after this guy—and then she’ll crumble.
My eyes fill with tears, and I blink them away.
“I hope you have a wonderful time in Puerto Vallarta, if you decide to go,” I tell my sister.