Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

‘I’m used to it,’ he answered, sucking in another mouthful of the tea. ‘You should taste the stuff they serve us in that place over there,’ – he jerked his chin in the direction of Government Buildings – ‘’twould make a jennet blench.’

He laughed. He had slipped again into his hustings voice, the one usually reserved for ‘his people’. He put down the saucer, looking around the room to see who among the genteel clientele he had offended, and lit another cigarette.

‘I really must go, Doctor Latimer,’ Phoebe said.

She felt dispirited suddenly. She wanted to be away from this terrible man. That morning she had received a letter from David Sinclair, her former boyfriend, who had left her when he emigrated to Israel. It had given her a jolt, to be unexpectedly addressed out of the past, and from so far away, further even than Spain. Most of what David wrote was a bland account of his day-to-day doings, but the closing paragraph had deepened into something more unsettling.

You should reconsider and come over here. Life means something in Israel, and in every moment there is both danger and opportunity. We’re building a country from the ground up. You would love it.

Reading that, she had smiled sourly. This wasn’t how he had spoken when he was leaving her. Oh, yes, he had asked her to go with him, but she had known very well he didn’t mean it.

The letter was signed, Love, D. She had read it twice, standing in the hall beside the big square table, then had gone back upstairs to the flat and sat by the window and read it again.

Danger and opportunity – what did he mean? Mortal danger, she supposed, the possibility of being killed at any moment – the country was menaced on all sides by hostile states and people seething with hatred – but what opportunity did he imagine he could offer her, out there in the desert?

She hadn’t kept the letter. She had crushed it in her fist and thrown it into the kitchen bin. She wasn’t angry. But she was puzzled that he should have chosen to write to her now, after all this time. It was four years since he had gone. He had been born in Ireland, and probably he was homesick, and feeling sorry for himself. Yet those words stayed in her mind: danger, opportunity. They were both troubling and alluring, like the ‘impure thoughts’ the nuns in the convent used to warn about. Deep inside her there lurked always the urge to break free, to make a life elsewhere. As April had done.

She would go to San Sebastián, as Quirke had urged, and find there her beloved lost friend, brought miraculously back to life, like Hermione in the Shakespeare play she couldn’t remem ber the title of. Despite all the horror and deceit, des-pite everything, a certain romance attached to April’s tale.