Chapters (61)
- Landing Page
- APRIL IN SPAIN
- Dedication
- Contents
- LONDON
- Chapter 1
- DONOSTIA
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- LONDON
- Chapter 8
- DONOSTIA
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- DUBLIN
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- DONOSTIA
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- DUBLIN
- Chapter 46
- Also by John Banville
- About the Author
- By the Same Author
- Copyright
‘Anyway, I’d forget about it, if I was you,’ Latimer said, with what she clearly recognised as an edge of menace in his voice. ‘I’ll have a word with Doctor Quirke when he gets back.’
‘Yes,’ she said, not sure what it was she was assenting to.
She had no doubts, any longer, none. April was alive, and this man knew it, for all his scoffing denials.
What had made April abandon everything and flee, letting everyone think she was dead? Had her family made her go, terrified of the scandal there would have been if word had got out about the child, the one she had aborted, hers and her brother’s child? For that was the last, terrible secret Oscar had confided to Phoebe and her father that day in Howth, the secret of the child, April’s impossible child, that April herself had aborted. And when it all went wrong, and April was dying, it was Oscar, the father of her child, who had found her, and saved her, and then, for reasons only he knew, pretended he had murdered her.
Yes, it must have been the family who forced her to flee to a new life elsewhere. Her uncle was in the government, he could easily have arranged it, could have got her false papers and found a place where she could live, in Spain, and a hospital where she could work.
But how did they persuade her? She had already cut herself off from her family – what sway would they have had over her? And her mother – would she have agreed to her daughter’s banishment? What kind of mother would she be, to countenance such a thing? Maybe she wasn’t allowed to be part of it, maybe she wasn’t told. Maybe Bill Latimer and whoever else was involved had let the poor woman believe, like the rest of the world, that April was dead and lost to her for ever.
She gazed at the man before her in a kind of slow amazement. Could even he have been so wicked, so cruel? She closed her eyes briefly. In her life she had seen enough of people to know what they were capable of.
But how strange it was to think, again, of April being somewhere, now, at this moment, doing something, going about her day, sitting in a café, or walking down a hospital corridor, or making love in a white room, her clothes thrown over the back of a chair and the sun striking through a louvred window above the bed. A thing that for years Phoebe had believed to be the case was not the case, and all at once the past, or a part of it as she had thought it to be, was undone.
Yes, she had loved April, had been in love with her, even, a little. She could admit to herself now what she couldn’t have when she still thought April was dead.