Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

He didn’t sleep much on the train. Too noisy, and too hot. He reached his destination as the dawn was coming up. The sun was shrouded in a blur of mist, dull as a sixpence, with no heat in it yet. He stood in the middle of the busy station with his suitcase in his hand, dazed and disoriented. He didn’t feel at all well. For his dinner in the dining car the night before he had eaten some sort of fish mixed in with rice, and it hadn’t agreed with him. Sometime in the small hours the rumblings in his stomach had woken him. He was in a sweat, and shivering. When he got to the lav at the end of the swaying corridor, there was someone in it. He stood outside the door, barefoot, with his trousers and jacket on over his pyjamas, afraid that if he went back to the compartment someone else would come along and get in ahead of him. He was in a bad way by now. His guts were heaving, and he didn’t like to think of the stuff inside him, and he wasn’t at all sure which end of him it was going to come out of first.

At last he heard the lavatory flushing, and a fat old totty in a silk dressing gown emerged. She glared at him as he dived past her. He kicked the door shut behind him with his heel.

He sat down on the still-warm seat, breathing through his mouth so as not to smell the pong the old bitch had left behind her. She must have eaten the same thing he had.

His bowels opened. Oh, suffering Christ!

Now, here in the dawn light in the station, he tried to get himself sorted, trying not to think about fish and greasy rice and fat old women. He couldn’t move, he was that distracted. He cursed himself for not having booked himself into a hotel beforehand. Where was he going to stay? He looked around to see if there might be a desk or a kiosk with someone behind it who could telephone some place and get him a room. But there was only a café and a newspaper stand and a bar that was open already, with a few old guys in shirtsleeves sitting on cane chairs at little round metal tables drinking little cups of coffee and some kind of spirit, it looked like, from tiny glasses. Maybe he should sit down too, and order a shot of the same stuff. It might settle his stomach. But no, he couldn’t face it.