Back April in Spain
Chapters (61)
  1. Landing Page
  2. APRIL IN SPAIN
  3. Dedication
  4. Contents
  5. LONDON
  6. Chapter 1
  7. DONOSTIA
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. LONDON
  15. Chapter 8
  16. DONOSTIA
  17. Chapter 9
  18. Chapter 10
  19. Chapter 11
  20. Chapter 12
  21. Chapter 13
  22. Chapter 14
  23. Chapter 15
  24. Chapter 16
  25. DUBLIN
  26. Chapter 17
  27. Chapter 18
  28. Chapter 19
  29. Chapter 20
  30. Chapter 21
  31. Chapter 22
  32. Chapter 23
  33. Chapter 24
  34. Chapter 25
  35. Chapter 26
  36. Chapter 27
  37. Chapter 28
  38. Chapter 29
  39. Chapter 30
  40. Chapter 31
  41. Chapter 32
  42. Chapter 33
  43. Chapter 34
  44. Chapter 35
  45. DONOSTIA
  46. Chapter 36
  47. Chapter 37
  48. Chapter 38
  49. Chapter 39
  50. Chapter 40
  51. Chapter 41
  52. Chapter 42
  53. Chapter 43
  54. Chapter 44
  55. Chapter 45
  56. DUBLIN
  57. Chapter 46
  58. Also by John Banville
  59. About the Author
  60. By the Same Author
  61. Copyright

Later, when they had reached what the captain, in an announcement from the cockpit, described as their cruising altitude, the plane gently dipped its nose and then seemed to hang motionless. He was offered a drink. There was tea or coffee, wine or spirits. He would have preferred a beer. He asked for tea. He was given a tray, with sandwiches on a plastic plate, and a piece of cake and a miniature glass of  water and a sweet wrapped in crinkly paper. These things, so homely and familiar, comforted him. They were a link with the ground, a lifeline to life.

He ate his cake, he drank his tea. He peered out of the window and saw a flat, unmoving sea that seemed to be a sheet made of countless tiny flakes of gleaming tin. None of it looked real, the coast inching away behind them, and a bank of fluffy white clouds motionless on the horizon, and the sun steadily shining somewhere unseen. The stillness, that was another comfort. At this height, everything became suspended, and there was hardly any sense of speed. He was afloat.

The air hostess had a snub nose and smelled of ‘Evening in Paris’. When she minced past him along the aisle, he admired her ankles and her neatly packed bum. The seam of one of her stockings was crooked, and at the sight of it something inside him, that for the past half hour had been paralysed with fright, stirred itself and lifted its head and managed a tentative little cheep. Flesh, perfume, a girl’s stockings. Life.

In a little while the hostess came back, offering him more tea. He thought of asking her if she would be staying in Madrid overnight. But what good if she was? When they landed he would have to go straight into the city, and to a railway station there – he had the name written down on a blank page at the back of the book he was still reading – and find the train that would take him north, to the coast, the very coast they would soon be flying over.

A sleeper train, it would be. He had booked a first-class compartment for himself. Spend the night with two or three dagos stacked on bunks above and below him, smelling of armpits and dirty socks? No thank you, señor. Terry valued his privacy.

After the long descent, the plane landed. He got through customs like a breeze, found a taxi, gave directions to the station. The air was dense with an unfamiliar mugginess. Everything smelled foreign. Well, it would, wouldn’t it.